Naruepol Fairtex ~ The unwanted match....

~sobbbb~ uwekkK!!! Naruepol....~ he have left me us tonight.

Im so-so-so SAD & DESPAIRed!#%&@#....

(1 min of silence...)

OMG~I can't watch mine hero lost without fighting! Naruepol, pls tell me why you give up?!..

Haizz~ Damn! I just hate to watch tonight match between Naruepol & Yod Fairtex.(eventhough, I have already watch 50++ times @ You tube) It just make me wanna cry and felt sorry for Naruepol. And the most touching moment when he said, "Money - you work you earn. But you can't buy a friend with money. ~where you learn diz?? Com' let mama teach you new quote,"Friends-will be there for you no matter what, provided if you are loaded! Friends-will be there for you to party. And friends- will disappear in the thin air if you in need money!" Pls keep this in mind okay....

They are best buddy, fighting buddy, training buddy, eat & shit together, sleep together (...~hehe~diz part not sure, maybe same roOm but different bed... heehee~...) but Im sure both of them is "straight" rite?? :)) khekhekhek~~

My dear, why you have to be a HERO???!! You should be a killer, and fight fiercely with Yoddy. You should have won that match with your super skill kick & clinching. You have alot of advantages over him. You are taller, technical fighter, flexible legs-kicking, powerful clinching, plus point + you're charming, good looking, cool, gorgeous, sexy smokey..... I rated you 11 out of 10 star! ~see I even give you extra point okay~

Haiz... how I wish you would put a fight with him. ~saddd~ But I will always give your mine support pillow. No matter what, You are still the best fighter in that Contender ASIA! NARUEPOL FAIRTEX, rOCKSs!!.... ~You look sexy in that trunk ;-) Anyway, congrats on your winning in Slam IV NED VS THAI match between you and Fadi Merza...~Damn! your clinching is so super power! Pity fadi, not only he broke his nose, now he got a broken rib too... heehee~ thks to you!

Sealed with teary droplet and flying kisses....

Birthday Boy.....Prince Danish Asraf!

Time flies really fast...

Our lil devil, Danish Asraf, celebrates his 3rd bday with us last saturday. It's just a small party for us to gether around. Too bad, abgcit n kak bedah wasn't around. Coz they went to malacca short trip. My sis in-law. kak lin, brought some rojak mama, mee goreng and bangawan solo baby bunny cakes. Hmm, I don't really like the rojak mama, everything taste so SALTY! ~Wonder what went into the mixture, gross!!~

I love the baby blue cakes. Not only it looks nice but it taste delicious too! ~Look! Simply unresistable~

Look at lil alya posing... You go girl! Singapore next top model....~ ~Look how sweetz they are... aww...~ Happy 3rd Birthday to Prince Charming, Danish Asraf!

It seems like alya thot it's her birday cakes... heehee~Don't worry alya, your birday is coming soon okay....

Anyway, our lil danish is a jammin' dude. He loves music and of coz he does "compose" some great noise, opps! I mean music, heehee~I really enjoyed watching him jammin' ~though mine ear drum almost went deaf!~heehee....Since he has a drum set at home. We decided to get him another set of musical instrument. We decided to shared $ to get Danish a keyboard set with the stand. The keyboard itself is about a meter length and it come with a microphone. And the most important things is it uses main power instead of battery.... Yayy! that's save alot of money and time ok.

It was so hard to find a keyboard set that uses main supply. ~

Lucky for him, I managed to find that keyboard at Isetan's sales. It was a very good bargain but bad news is..... IT WAS SO HEAVY!!!... gosh! I think it was about 4kg with the metal rod stand. Taking it back home was a NIGHTMARE!... I will never get a big heavy bulky bday gift again to any of mine niece or nephew. Never again, I swear! Don't wish to recall how painful it was... Argh!

I love this pix!! Aunty yah, Lil' Ayra, & Lil sis Alya.... WE ARE THE TRIPLE "A" Co.! hmm, we have the same eyes features, especially the shape of our eyebrown... Look at ayra (middle) and that'z her hobby... ~Sucking her whole tiny hand~ hahaha~ Maybe she just hungery ya. She's so adorable and such a darling. Alya is a replica of strawberry shortcakes. She's very pretty and clever princess. Look at them now, they have grown so fast... I can't wait to have mine own kids. ~Aww...~ Hubby, let's get marry now! heehee....

Sealed with alots of Sweety Munchy

Sparkles Wedding Wishlist.....

....maybe I should call it Wedding Shopping Spree?....~That's more like it rite :) ~

Well, I think by november I should start preparing my wedding stuff.... You know, like booking the bridal.... catering.... order the doorgift.... go for married course.... n buying hubby wedding gift.... Hmm, I'm still thinking what should be in my bridal list. Isabella? Chinta wedding? Sultanah? or .... RH? My sis previously took the Isabella, their service is very good, the makeup was flawless...The things is Isabella will only accept bride that waistline 28". I know it's ridiculous!! but hey, is a good thing rite? they want you to look beautiful princess. I've lose weight from sz XL to M now and my waistline is at 28", it's so hard to maintain though. I'll do my best with a lil' help from my hubby :) Rite hubby? ~There goes my chocolate meal....Argh!~

OMG! I just can't wait till then....

For catering, I will try to book my bro frenz, PU3 catering ~Special price for me~... Ya hopefully they still have some empty slot for next year coz what I heard from my bro they actually FULLY BOOK.... Seriously, now more couples start to book as soon as they got engaged. I don't see why they shld do that if they still have a year to go. hmmm..... ~Should I book the catering now?~ heehee....

Anyway hubby and I thought of a combine wedding. This is just a plan that we have in mind. But not confirm anything yet till this coming december both family meeting up. Or maybe this hari raya, we can start to talk about it. Well, the sooner the better right?... Hopefully, everything will goes well. Insya'allah, amin. Hubby come back soon ok baby can't wait to talk about our romantic wedding day...*blushing* :)

Hubby, what would you like to have for the wedding gift...? I've thought of one item that I think you would love to wear it. heehee~ I'm not going to tell anyone just yet.... But for sure small2 gift like al quran, sejadah, perfume, wallet, wedding band is a must. And baby wanted to add cupcakes for your side :) I got a frenz who doing it. And she is definitely cheaper than anyone else. heehee~ Where can you find a cupcakes for 48 pcs at $150 with ganache filling and heart shape sprinkles ?.... Well, if you can find anyone cheaper please let me know ok! haha~ yup, I've tasted her cupcakes and is just nice for mine taste. I've order from her 48pcs, for my littel devil niece alya lashira's 3rd bday in august. So do check out my blogs for the pix in August. Her intial theme was Barney the ugly fat dino, but it was so difficult to get purple cups, plate plus forks and spoon. Her mum decided to change her theme for the 3rd time. ~ Before that was care bear, Gee!!~Haiz~ Finally she stick to Alya look alike character, Missy strawberry shortcakes. Thank god, I can tolerate pink color. So the cupcakes will be in pink and purple, with strawberry flag, heart sprinkles and ganache filling.

Yummy...Yummy...yummy!!.... Can't wait to have a bite!!!

~Look at those yummy cuppy cakes.... anyway, the missing cuppy is the choosen one :) strawberry flags is ALYA CHOICE!

Anyway, now I'm still saving for bridal cash. Ya, now I know how painful is it when you have to hold tight to your purse and just look away from the item that you wanted to buy. DAMN HARD OK~ I can feel that I wanted to cry and run away from those evil things. Gosh! To save up to 12k is ridiculous!!! Every month I put a side at least 500 -600.... Luckily, it was a fixed saving or else I will be uncontrolable freak! I will keep on spend and spending~ by end of this year, I should have at least 6k not including bonus of coz :) hopefully my boss will give me 2mth bonus. ~Richie Rich!!~ By then, I can pay for the bridal and keep the rest for the wedding item. And start save up for honeymoon, invitation cards, place booking, doorgift, hubby's gift.... ~long list ahead...~ Anyway, my sis will sponsor my wedding catering & doorgift.. How nice right?.... Thanks you so much sis :) You're the best sister ever!

~Wondering how beautiful our wedding will be...~

Haiz I just can't wait to get married. Wondering how beautiful our dais, our dresses, our bedroom, our kids.... ~heehee, notti tot~ hubby, can we forward our wedding date? How about tmr...? hehehe....~ just kidding :)~

Since hubby back to brunei, I didn't get a chance to talk to him. ~as usual, connection down!~ Miss you baby. Please promise me you'll take care of urself ok, my love xmuakx... Love you day and night :)

Sealed with Sparkles of Love

Glimpse of True Love

Gosh! I didn't notice now is already June 2008....?!
That's really fast ya.... Maybe the next day you wake up, you'll be getting married!!...
Wow... I've not started any survey yet. Arghh....Maybe it's still early to plan a wedding now, right? I mean it's not even a year that I got engaged with hubby. Why should I be panic? hmm... I want hubby to be around with me, then I will have the fun looking around for the wedding stuff...

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HUBBY!!! ~COME BACK SOON!!!
baby can't wait for wedding spree~
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Anyway, Im still in blissful spirit since the day hubby back from brunei. And now he's gone back there again... ~Boring~ But anyway, hubby have brought the Main Gift for me :) We went to Vivo city and I was looking at one of those blink*blink*shop. And I told hubby I want to choose it myself, and he said OK :)

Well, the 1st time I glared at a beautiful sparkling D, I fall in LOVE with it! So I make a signal to him that I love classic, simple, elegant and everlasting design. Hubby knows which one I refering. So next time he knows which one to get for me. Of coz I don't pick that design which will cost him a BOMB! ~tak kan nk menyusahkan bakal suami pulak~ Wedding is not about luxury spending, but it's all about TRUE LOVE... Buy what you can afford, not another way round. And the gift represent not just LOVE but it must also be truly sincerely from your heart. *Aww...*

So we went on looking at the D shop. Just looking only coz it's too early to get. Then we had our lunch at LJS, just before we catch our movie that will be at 3.45pm. Then something caught up, pls read below annex **. Okay lets continue.. We watch Sex And The City, it was AWESOME!!! It makes you laugh, cry, sad, happy it's really extremely AWESOME MOVIE!! I enjoyed every part of it and hubby surprisingly enjoyed it too...

He thought it will be a girlish movie, you see... Hahaha, Good thing he enjoyed it! After movie, hubby wanted to shop for new top. As usual, hubby can't decide which is better on him... So we went shop to shop, and finally he got the one he likes. I don't understand why guys can't decide like we ladies does when come to buying stuff. I think the ladies do better job than guys. Damn! 100% CORRECT!! heehee~ Sorry hubby, but it's true you took 3 hrs to decide on that top.... heehee~ That's what I love you, love you.....

It was pouring outside, and the place getting colder. Both of us can't stand the temp, we went to coffee beans for a short pitstop..... Hot chocolate, 1 cheesecake, and flourless choco cake pls...

Just look at my face.... I'm FULL.....!!! One more bite, I'm going to PUKE!!!

That's was a heavy dinner.... OMG!!! Just half of that cake, I felt so FULL to the PIT!!! Gosh, luckily I didn't puke this time. ~the day before, we went for nasi ayam penyet. I was so full and hubby couldn't stop making me laugh. I told him to stop and warned him that I can feel that I'm going to puke. He didn't listen, and of coz I puke. Luckily, I didn't puke on him. heehee~

Then we walking towards the vivo view top, it was so beautiful at nite. I love the view so much and can't resist taking pix with hubby....After so much of posing, we just want to chill out and relaxed.

It was so romantic when hubby starts to sing a song to me. For the first time he sang so romantic, practice nampak~ heehee~ he hugged me and sing it to my ear... I close my eyes, and lay back on his shoulder.. I felt so amazing and love that feeling ~I can't describe~ Deep inside my heart, I said...

World, hear me scream...I'm in LOVE with this man!!! :))

Suddenly, hubby asked me, "Sayang, Do you love me?".... I replied,"Ya, I do"..... suddenly hubby sound kind of shy... and he asked,"Hmm...Hmmm.... Sayang, Will you marry me?"..... and I was stunned. Hubby got me a beautiful flawless D. I was so happy and gladly say,"YES". OMG! it's huge D, It's what I wanted... Solitaire.... It's so classic elegent sparkling D. I'm so happy and can't stop smiling and singing,

"Fly me to the moon...

And let me play among the stars...Let me see what spring is like...

On Jupiter and Mars....In other words hold my hand...

In other words darling kiss me.....
Fill my life with song... And let me sing forevermore....

You are all I hope for....All I worship and adore....

In other words please be true.....In other words I love you........... "
Just like the ads..... Awww~~

It's every girls dream to be proposed with a huge beautiful sexy D. Damn! I'm so lucky to have him :) Baby, I love you.... That nite was a memorable for us.... *~Sweet*~
Btw that D come with really big A4 sz cert with folder.... ~Mine certificate collection now included IGI.... It stated 3 triple Excellent from color to cutting....Prefect!!

And another surprise from hubby, he got me a long gold necklace for the mas khawin. He brought it at Brunei. I was so blessed with everything that he gave. Thank you sayang. Everything was so speechless for me to describe.... One word I can think of and say, I LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, love you, love you, love you,Only you, I loved.......

Alhamdulilah, amin. Thanks once again for the gift sayang.~It must cost you alot... heehee~~
But promise me not to buy any more, it's enough for me dear... I love it and I will cherish it forever... That's mine promise to you :)
xMUAKSx Insya'Allah, semoga kite ade jodoh. Dan bahgia berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat, amin.

~Lastly,sayang this song is especially dedicate for you~

When u have to look away

When u don't have much to say

~Yes, sometime hubby just went silence and drowsy~

That's when I love u I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak

~Yes, he does when he got excited~
Or see u walk with two left feet
~hmm not sure when....marching?~
That's when I love youI love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game
~Yes, he does... Muka Stress~

Forget I'm waiting in the rain
~Yes but not in the rain, in the house lah~
Baby I love u I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life

~Yes, sealed and sign on for life time :) ~
Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

~Yes, nothing can change me~

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

~Yes, I love everything about you..~

That's when I love u When I love u No matter what

~Including when u pretend to be listening~

So when u turn to hide your eyes

~Yes, he does every time he watch Indonesia love movie..~

Cause the movie it made u cry

~... he cried, I don't.... Coz I don't understand Indon, heehee~
That's when I love u I love u

A little more each time

And when u cant quite match you clothes

~Yes, sometime he got bad taste, hahah~

Or when u laugh at your own jokes

~Yes, maybe I was busy shopping...heehee~

that's when I love u I love u

More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date

~Yes, but this part I hate most... Arghhh!!GerAM~

Or that look that u give when u show up late

~YES, he got that "Opps" look EVRYTIME!~

Baby I love u ,I love u anyway........

~Yes, I love you anyway,.... I still love you more :))

No zooming mine D ring ok, come to our wedding and see it urself :)

Baby, you add more colors in my life.... You amazed me by your magically love touch... I'm your Left, and you're my Mr. Right. You held mine hand tight, ensure me everything is alright. Sayang, I just can't wait to be yours forever.. I love you, sayang...
Sealed wit Kisses & alots of Love
Hidayat & Kamariah

ANNEX **

Gosh!! you know what? I saw Aniz who seems to be running away from US! I can't believe it when at first I thought he just missed us at LJS. But it seems that it's true that he was avoiding us instead congrat each other. He got engaged last year, and I didn't have time to attend his engagement. Coz hubby and I were having something on and we couldn't make it on time. But surprisingly, I thought he wasn't the type who have that holding a grudge, but sadly people changed. It was extremely obvious, I'm not making up stories. Hubby was there and he saw what he did. I felt sad for him, I thought of congrat him and his fiancee. Never in my mind, he would do that to us. Haiz,thanks for turning away from us.... ~no hard feeling, though~
Hubby told me not to be sad, friends come and friends go and that's life... Only your family will always be there for you...