Hey der, I'm back again!....
Been missing for a while ya... Don't really have the time to type in wat i did in the past. Okies, let me recap what I've been thru last year 2007....
The most unforgettable day will be on the 21th of August 2007... The day that I lost someone that I love and care alot, my mum. You're my world, my stars, my joy, my happiness.... Without you, everything turned darkness and I struggled thru' by myself. No more of your sweet voices calling my name, and your cute laughter fading away... Keeping all the pain to myself, and praying for your peace everyday. Mum, eventhough you're gone. Your smiles still stay deep in my heart. I will never ever forget you because you're in my prayer everyday. Thank you for your pain, giving birth to me. I will never get to repay your kindness, of what you have did in the past 22 yrs for me. Mum, I love you...
*sob...
Life have to go on...
Back in the school life....
4 years back, things were totally different... I was glam, loud cheeky lil girl... Hahaha~ High profile you know!... Alots of frenz, admirer, gossip, happening school life!! Diz is the fact okay, you can ask anyone in ITE MP.... I've been thru' 9 relationship before I turn 23 yrs old...
Been missing for a while ya... Don't really have the time to type in wat i did in the past. Okies, let me recap what I've been thru last year 2007....
The most unforgettable day will be on the 21th of August 2007... The day that I lost someone that I love and care alot, my mum. You're my world, my stars, my joy, my happiness.... Without you, everything turned darkness and I struggled thru' by myself. No more of your sweet voices calling my name, and your cute laughter fading away... Keeping all the pain to myself, and praying for your peace everyday. Mum, eventhough you're gone. Your smiles still stay deep in my heart. I will never ever forget you because you're in my prayer everyday. Thank you for your pain, giving birth to me. I will never get to repay your kindness, of what you have did in the past 22 yrs for me. Mum, I love you...
*sob...
Life have to go on...
Back in the school life....
4 years back, things were totally different... I was glam, loud cheeky lil girl... Hahaha~ High profile you know!... Alots of frenz, admirer, gossip, happening school life!! Diz is the fact okay, you can ask anyone in ITE MP.... I've been thru' 9 relationship before I turn 23 yrs old...
Mr#5 out of 9-Monkey Love....
Mr#6 & 7-anyhow fall in love... or for fun maybe....
Mr#8-Serious relationship. Crazy in love but didn't workout....What can I say more.... Latest Update: He's getting married dis year. All the best wishes to him & his future mrs...
Lastly....
Mr Lucky #9-Mit him 4 years back....
I can say he was really charming and shy type of guy. Mr cool guy, with the sexy silat move, I just cant get enuff looking at him... He is my dreamz guy...Tall, well-bulit, charming, sweet, handsome boylish look....
Everytime when he walk past me, i will just melted to the ground!!.... Guess what...
He has been eyeing on me for a year. HAHAHA!!!.... Too bad for him, I was with Mr#8 then....
But he told me, "I let the butterfly fly away...
If it's meant for me, it will come back...
Once it got caught in my hand, I will never let it go again..." AWw......
He admit that he got a crush on me but he knows I was with someone else. Well, his prayer have been answered... I was single once again, and he did caught my attention when he was doing his TKD training. I was so charmed by his kicking.... jumping.... hahaha.... Look at those muscle, Woohhoo!!....~I was dying inside to hold you~.....Smokey sexy...... Ouch!! Well he was abit shy to make the move so I decided to take the lead.
With a lil help from a frenz, I got to know his digit. The 1st msg that I text to him was, "Wassalamualaikum".....(Tk jawab dosa~) heehee~ smart right?....
In relationship, alot of test that we went thru'. It wasn't easy flow for us. Last year, it was the most challenging test that we went thru together. He have to serve NS, BUT not in Singapore instead he was UNLUCKY to be selected posting to Brunei.
At first I was abit dissapointed but you know I thot it just for a few month only. But it turn out to be for 1 year!! Goshhh!!!... Tell me about it ya... Im totally freak out with that news... So he went there.
After 3month, my life totally went dark when my late mum passed away. Sadly, the day before my late mum passed away he called at home. Chatting away with my mum, asking how she is, and that was the last time he spoke to her.
When I called him, I told him my mum just left us. He replied,"Don't play that joke lah. Don't you dare joke with me like that", "I just spoken to her yesterday, she was fine." When he heard I cried out loud, he hang up the phone.
He called my house hoping it was a joke from me. But it turn out other wise. He cried he just couldn't believe it. My heart shattered when he told me that in the last conversation he promised my mum that he will takecare of me. And 2 weeks before, she left she told me that he is the one that can takecare of me in future. She praised him so much and told me to treat him better. She loves him like her own son.*sob*
Due to flight delayed, he didn't get to pay his last respect for my late mum. But he was there for me to cried on. He was there for me when I can't stop crying thru out the day and night. Eventhough it was only 4 days return, it does mean alot to me.
After 100 days, he decided to fulfill the promise that he made. Now here we are still together, taking our relationship to the next level. On 25th Dec 2007, We are offically enagaged for 2 years...
Finally I found my Mr. Right.... Thank god I found you sayang....
KamariaHidayat :) ..........5Years and still counting.......
