Every second count......

Hubby is back ...F.I.N.A.L.L.Y....!!

:) I'm sooOOO OVER THE MOON!!....And I shall not forget diz day(the day that i got PUNK by HIM!!!) .and that will be the first and last trick, okay!!
DAMN!...(U beta watch out, argh...)


Hubby message me at 635AM and told me that his flight will be arriving at 2300hrs later in the evening. He told me that his plane is not a CIVILIAN PLANE, only for army personnel. So I thot that since it too late, I won't pick him up at airport. Well, I trust his words and I send SMS to his mum and told her about his arriving time... Then I went to shower and dressing up for work as usual... I received sms from his mum that she will fetch him later if needed. On the way to work, I keep messaging hubby saying that how much I miss him, plan what to do if he is back, etc... All the sweetest love words keep on flowing through the SMS....

I can't wait to hug & kiss his cheeky... Baby I just can't wait to be with you... Through out the journey to work, I'm was so excited and keep on counting down every minutes. Can you imagine, I even use calculator in my hp coz when I got excited I lost count the timing! hahaha~ I just can't wait to knock off ....

While I was busy reading hubby's message again and again on the escalator up to the exit. When I stepped down the stair, it's been a habit that I will turn RIGHT and look up the sky to check on the weather... I was born to be a weather-predictor, heehee~

But something caught my eyes.... I just couldn't believed it!!!!! I saw a white figure.... I was in shocked!!.... White figure standing there with evil smile...... Gosh!! Am i sleeping? Is this a dream? Nitemare??..... Is this for real?..

DAMN!!!!!! I'VE BEEN PUNK!!!............ FOR THE FIRST TIME FOR THE RECORD!!!!!!

It's HUBBY... MY LOVE IS BACK!!!!!! ....WHOOHOOOO~ Never in OUR 5 plus years relationship..... he NEVER EVER gets a chance to surprise me bcoz I can read his mind, heehee~

BOO!!!~

I just couldn't believed it, I just ran towards him and hug him and suddenly I stopped and look at him and asked, "Am I just dreaming??" "Is this REAL???.... " . Hubby kiss my forehead and look at my eyes and said, "SURPRISE!!...No sayang, you're not dreaming, this is real...Im back.....I miss you so much" AWWwww................

My teary eyes just couldn't help it when he gave me a stalk of roses. I was so touched by his efforts, I just LOVE that moment.....Tell me about it~Awww :) We were hugging each other and keep saying how much we misses every moment that we used to be....

It's was our real feeling and thought that makes us keep on saying eventhough it have been repeated for 3,4,5 hmmm maybe 6,7 times...

I don't mind repeating, REALLY!!!.... here we go again... I LOVE YOU SAYANG... I MISS YOU SO MUCH.... MISS YOUR TOUCH.... MISS YOUR SWEET VOICE...YOUR EYES.... YOUR LIPS... YOUR HAND....

EVERYTHING I MISS, IT'S JUST ALL ABOUT YOU.... I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER :))
and the list goes on and on.... *wink*

Well, this temporary seperation is really put our love into test. Trust me, it's not easy for us. Distance away... Connection down.... Almost 2 month we never talked on the phone or chatting on the net...Love is painful, but you have to be strong to face this test. But once you passed the test, IT'S ALL HEAVEN!!!...............

Anyway, hubby's only got 1 week home leave and he have to returned to Brunei again for the last time while waiting for his replacement. Honestly, I think that "side" who is the mastermind who refuses hubby to go back. Bcoz hubby did his job very well, and that's why instead of letting him go they make him take home leave instead. Usually, dey every posted personnel will get 1 or 2 home leave, depending on their job performance. But dis home leave is hubby 3RD TIME trip! He supposed to be posted only 1 year, but now it keep on dragging.... haiz.... But hey, good pay though $$.... heehee....

So, ya we spend the whole week together lovey dovey couple. I took 4 days leave just to spend the day with my charming hubby. Every single minutes count, We went to Orchard for the Nasi Ayam SMASHED, WhoOhoo~ Sungguh HOT rate it ****** Then, we spend a day at his family's side, and of coz my family's side too. As usual, Abah got his foot massage from hubby. ~Score point nampak, hahaha..... ~
Ayam penyet at lucky plaza was really a KILLER!!...

Rated ***** +* sungguh PEDAS!! standby air nampak...heehee....

Especially for my mum in-law....

Actually I wasn't planning to celebrate mother's day this year since my mum has passed away last august. But I just can't help it when I saw mother's day gift,cakes... I just wanted to buy as a gift. So I went to shop around for mother's day gift, It's for mine future mum in-law. ~Trust me, that idea just popped out from nowhere~It happened when I walked passby SK shop. They were having Mother's day promotion. I saw a really pretty silver gold, heart shape pendent with a small diamond. It really caught mine attention and I love it. I love the heart shape and if you notice it have a number 8 in the middle with the diamond in it. ~My boss always told me #8 will bring you alot of happiness and wealth~Oh no, I'm so chinese now!! heehee~ When the sales girl took it out for me to have closer look. I know it, Im gonna get it for her. And the price is really reasonable... after 50% is about $199. When I got the gift for her and I sms indra (Hubby's younger brader) and make a plan with him. I told him that I wanted to surprise her so pls update me if she have anything on... So plan is ON!... :)

~Pretty rite? Mine future mum in-law loves silver gold type... So I think she will loves it.


So the next day, I thought of getting a cakes before heading to hubby's home. I planned my time, I wanted to leave home at 12 and reach there by 1 plus. I don't want to come to early~maklumlah, sunday is everyone off day~ I was busy cleaning my house and just finish ironing my cloth, and indra message me at 940am ,SOS!Ibu gonna leave at 12 for silat performance. I was so panic, I quickly shower and dress up. And dash out by 1030am, and took a bus heading to bishan coz I NEED THE CAKES!!!....

I was so lucky, this was the last cakes from polar. Look how yummy cakes...I quickly pay and grab the cake and run towards the mrt station. On the way to yishun, it was so crowded and one dummy go and dash in when the mrt door was about to close. And he got his feet stuck at the door gap and DAMN HIM! becoz of him all passenger have to alight for "TECHNICAL PROB". I don't want to know what had happend coz I know I gonna be late for the surprise party.... I was really cursing that monkey who got me late. Damn! Looking at the time, 1115am, and indra really making me more panic and nervous. He keep asking me am I reaching soon... where kak mai now?....~I can feel that my heart just jump out~ It took about 5min and the train is back on service. By then, it was really crowded and I was praying and hoping the cake wouldn't get smashed. People keep banging on the box and I just can't do anything except for give that look to those idiot. ~What the F***!~ I was really pissed off with singaporean.... Impatient, Horrible, Terrible people.... ~Count me out from the crowd~

Luckily, it was a 2 min journey from yishun to admiralty. I quickly run out the station and hoping the bus was waiting for me.~haha dream on~ I was really sweating and breathless when I was walking towards the block. In the lift, I was trying to dry up myself and hoping the cake is in good condition ~after alot of banging, running...Cross my finger!!... ~

Finally, when I reached the doorstep Indra was waited at the door... He signal to me that ibu having her shower in the room. I quickly went in and put all the things on the dinning table. When I was about to arrange the cakes and the gift, I can heard the door knot open. That's where my future mum in-law, got surprised!!!...She was so touched and really really surprised. I went to hug and wish her. And both of us gets emotion and cried. I told her that I got no mum to celebrate, I hope she don't mind as it is especially for her. She kiss on my cheek and said you're mine daughter.~Aww...~ It was so beautiful moment for us as it was quite sometime we never met since last I got engaged with hubby. I'm so glad that I managed to surprise her with special gift.

Look at us, we were so happy that we can't stop smiling.... Im so glad and really happy to spend the day with her. And she decided not to attend the performance. So we went to causeway, and I treat ibu,indra and lil irfan for late lunch at swensen. I just love every moment that passby. Looking at her, it just brighten mine day. It was special evening for me, and I will not forget that day :) I swear!...

~Allah swt, yg maha kuasa, lagi maha penyayang, lagi maha yg adil. Sungguhnya engkau telah mengantikan kebahagiaan ku, yg pernah engkau ambil kembali ialah ibunda ku tercinta. Aku bersyukur atas nama mu ya allah, aku reda dengan kekurangan ku dan aku bersyukur dengan nascaya engkau beri kan.Alhamdulilah, Amin~

Sealed with Alots of Love....

Love is everywhere....

Aww... Look at her now so beautiful lil princess... Her face features look like her mum, and abit of her dad. But fair enuff, Alya resemble more to aunty yah and her dad, Ayra resemble more to her mum and uncle acit. I'm so proud to have these niece of mine, both of them look beautiful and really adorable. Alya is very close to me, so she will get jealous when she saw me carry ayra. She will said,"Aunty yah, Alya want to play makeup come faster...." OR "Aunty yah, I want to feed fish carry me pls"... Hahah Cute kan?... Sometime I felt pity for her, she tot I sayang her adik more. Well, Im a FAIR AUNTY YAH, i will carry alya first then i will carry ayra.
Alya Lashirah's favourite pose....PEACE!! No cat fight ah...!

Ape tgk2 tu Ayra Shahira?... nak kena cium eh.... heeheeHmm....*Wondering how my baby will look like*....
Face type like me~ Sharp nose like me~ Eyes follow him (Give him chance lah, heehee)~
Smile follow us(Same smile right...)~ Tall like him (Argh@#^)~ Creative like me~ Fit like him~ Intelligent & Skillful like us, of coz~ Pretty like me, Handsome like him :))
Conclusion of diz theory equal > Surely my junior lagi PAWER PUNYER!! haha...

Anyway, hubby will be back either diz month or next month. *Cross my finger* Haiz, I just need him to be around me... He is all I have now....

Message for Hubby:
Baby really misses you so much... *sob* Come back soon okay... And future dad in-law, also misses you, he need someone to watch football with him and urut his kaki. ~heehee~

Love you hubby, promise me to takecare of yourself okay :)

Huggies & Alotz of Kisses
*Muakx*

Congratz Arif & Ros....

Hey der, I just came back from my customer wedding at Lagun Sari, Bukit Batok. I was quite impressed with the deco but the food was abit disappointed. I tot it supposed to be nice and excellent but it was totally opposite.

Anyway he invited me to his wedding, I went there with my family of coz. Nasib baik bawak my family member or else very kekok you know.... Hahah~

I reached there about past seven, the dinner started at 5pm. It was crowded with his family and frenz. *Maklumlah die nie banker in JP Morgan kan, alot of banker kaki lah* The bride n groom tgh tukar baju, luckily I saw Eddy his younger bro. He did make me feel abit comfortable coz i feel so kekok not knowing anyone in that hall. At least I know his bro, so leh jugak bebual. The best part of the event I would say teasing the couple. Before they can seat on the dias, the deejay asked dem to joget ZAPIN!!? tkleh angkat beb! khekhekhek!!! Kesian dorg kena bully abis-abisan....Hahah...Nak tknk dorg joget jugak smp arif terpijak ros dress. *aww*I really enjoyed the usik2 pengantin...



Anyway thanks for inviting me to your lovely wedding...

Before I heading back, I went to congratz the couple and took a pix with dem...

In the pix: The bride & groom, Arif, Ross, ME, & Eddy ~arif's brader

Selamat pengantin baru to the both of you... And semoga cepat2 dpt anak ok... :) *Tk sabar nyer nk kawin~heehee*

Recap moment....

Hey der, I'm back again!....

Been missing for a while ya... Don't really have the time to type in wat i did in the past. Okies, let me recap what I've been thru last year 2007....

The most unforgettable day will be on the 21th of August 2007... The day that I lost someone that I love and care alot, my mum. You're my world, my stars, my joy, my happiness.... Without you, everything turned darkness and I struggled thru' by myself. No more of your sweet voices calling my name, and your cute laughter fading away... Keeping all the pain to myself, and praying for your peace everyday. Mum, eventhough you're gone. Your smiles still stay deep in my heart. I will never ever forget you because you're in my prayer everyday. Thank you for your pain, giving birth to me. I will never get to repay your kindness, of what you have did in the past 22 yrs for me. Mum, I love you...



*sob...



Life have to go on...

Back in the school life....

4 years back, things were totally different... I was glam, loud cheeky lil girl... Hahaha~ High profile you know!... Alots of frenz, admirer, gossip, happening school life!! Diz is the fact okay, you can ask anyone in ITE MP.... I've been thru' 9 relationship before I turn 23 yrs old...

Mr#5 out of 9-Monkey Love....

Mr#6 & 7-anyhow fall in love... or for fun maybe....

Mr#8-Serious relationship. Crazy in love but didn't workout....What can I say more.... Latest Update: He's getting married dis year. All the best wishes to him & his future mrs...

Lastly....

Mr Lucky #9-Mit him 4 years back....
I can say he was really charming and shy type of guy. Mr cool guy, with the sexy silat move, I just cant get enuff looking at him... He is my dreamz guy...Tall, well-bulit, charming, sweet, handsome boylish look....

Everytime when he walk past me, i will just melted to the ground!!.... Guess what...
He has been eyeing on me for a year. HAHAHA!!!.... Too bad for him, I was with Mr#8 then....

But he told me, "I let the butterfly fly away...
If it's meant for me, it will come back...
Once it got caught in my hand, I will never let it go again..." AWw......

He admit that he got a crush on me but he knows I was with someone else. Well, his prayer have been answered... I was single once again, and he did caught my attention when he was doing his TKD training. I was so charmed by his kicking.... jumping.... hahaha.... Look at those muscle, Woohhoo!!....~I was dying inside to hold you~.....Smokey sexy...... Ouch!! Well he was abit shy to make the move so I decided to take the lead.

With a lil help from a frenz, I got to know his digit. The 1st msg that I text to him was, "Wassalamualaikum".....(Tk jawab dosa~) heehee~ smart right?....

In relationship, alot of test that we went thru'. It wasn't easy flow for us. Last year, it was the most challenging test that we went thru together. He have to serve NS, BUT not in Singapore instead he was UNLUCKY to be selected posting to Brunei.

At first I was abit dissapointed but you know I thot it just for a few month only. But it turn out to be for 1 year!! Goshhh!!!... Tell me about it ya... Im totally freak out with that news... So he went there.
After 3month, my life totally went dark when my late mum passed away. Sadly, the day before my late mum passed away he called at home. Chatting away with my mum, asking how she is, and that was the last time he spoke to her.

When I called him, I told him my mum just left us. He replied,"Don't play that joke lah. Don't you dare joke with me like that", "I just spoken to her yesterday, she was fine." When he heard I cried out loud, he hang up the phone.

He called my house hoping it was a joke from me. But it turn out other wise. He cried he just couldn't believe it. My heart shattered when he told me that in the last conversation he promised my mum that he will takecare of me. And 2 weeks before, she left she told me that he is the one that can takecare of me in future. She praised him so much and told me to treat him better. She loves him like her own son.*sob*

Due to flight delayed, he didn't get to pay his last respect for my late mum. But he was there for me to cried on. He was there for me when I can't stop crying thru out the day and night. Eventhough it was only 4 days return, it does mean alot to me.

After 100 days, he decided to fulfill the promise that he made. Now here we are still together, taking our relationship to the next level. On 25th Dec 2007, We are offically enagaged for 2 years...

Finally I found my Mr. Right.... Thank god I found you sayang....

KamariaHidayat :) ..........5Years and still counting.......