Strike-out the long list....

TaDAA~~!! Look @ my latest blog header!!!....

(dat'z the most gorgeous couple of the year, heehee)

That's our photostudio pix, unedited by stylebridal. Honestly I think they don't have much to edit our original pix. All the pix looks awesome, and we just love the moment together doing the indoor & outdoor shootz. I love that pix so much, you can see we look alike. (AWw, sweetz) Even my sis told me, we resemble so much, it's like a beautiful match made in heaven. And I have to agreed :) what do u think....?? Yess, right...? Well, I'm truly glad that I found my dearest hubby as my soulmate :) (Geee~ I can't wait for our wedding day, seriously!) ........

Anyway, we've selected all the bestest & nicest dress in the collection

( well, it took us 4 hrs to decide~ hahaha)

Poor my bridemaid, she got to be the judge for our decision & keep remind us what color not to pick or else we will blend in with the dias. hahaha~ Well, at least now we already pick our dress & i felt so much relieved :)) ( lesser things to think now)

I still can't believe that we took 4 hours to pick 4 dresses plus one tailor made dress.!!~ Hahaha~ Anyway, there was 4 couple choosing @ the same collection, but they can decide faster than us. It's like they took about 15min to decide on 1 cloth without trying it, of coz. Well, my hub will asked me to try on and see if it's good on me. And if it looks good on me he will try it on too.

And that's went on for 4 hours! We changed and put on another dresses ( I think we try most of the collection , heehee)(Sampai dpt gelaran from the asst "Pengantin Paling Rajin") Than, my hubb was telling me that he saw the other couples were checking on us. (the bride will give that jealous look ) i wonder why... Hmm~ Hubb, was telling me that even the guys was looking us. The others 4 couple, abit more sihat2 lah so the bride have no choice but to take the "exclusive collection" for their sizes. (pay more of coz) So Im lucky that I can wear most of the dress in the regal package. And I look gorgeous with any of the awesome dresses, and hubb always got praises from the pakcik & my bias bridemaid. (Arghh~) He looks good in everything, very charming eventhough he cute lil botak... heehee~ Opps! MAChoO lah~ Hahah..

So after choosing the dresses, the asst took our measurement... I was abit scare to see my body measurement. Hubb, went first to take his measurement, of coz. When it's my turn, my feet just went cold. (Doa maha doa seh) I tried not to peek when she taking my measurement, but when come to my waist line she say it out, "pinggang ahh, 27inch" I just couldn't believed what she just said. So i look at the paper that she wrote. Yess, it's 27" waistline!!! I jump and pull hubb's hand. HAHAHA~~I just couldn't believed it. Finally it's 27inch!!!! No wonder, I can fit most the collection there. Hubby was so proud of me, only hubb knows how much pain I went thru' to lose my weight gain. It's finally paid off, and I really want to maintain till my wedding day. (Pls pray for me ya :) haiz.... Can't wait for my biggest beautiful wedding day......

Striking-out more from our wedding list, we just booked our pre-marriage course yesterday. We took the one day course bcoz we are both lazy to attend 2 days course. Wahlau so expensive ya, $300 per couple~ Well, it better be good lesson for both of us, coz it's so "peng" (Thai words). haizZZ~ So now, just to attend the course, collect card, etc.... (never ending list...haizzz~)

Oh btw, hubb's SAF captain called him yesterday from Brunei. Hubb's was surprised when he called him. He heard that he's getting married, so he asked the date. So hubb told him lah, then he suddenly asked him is it okay for him to be our photographer for his profolio. (he actually a professionel photographer in national geographic mag) but we already got our photographer. Then, he told hubb he going to resign SAF soon in June so he want to set up his own studio for bridal. And he proposed to use our wedding picture for his first set profolio (BEST RIGHT?) And the best part is he'll be doing it FOC for us. He will give us the picture for free, but he will use our picture for the profolio. Wahhh~ ade jugak org nk sponsor kite eh,heehee... Well, both of us agreed lah but now we got 3 photographer pulak... hahaha~ Confirm penat senyum :))

I just really can't wait till the wedding day :)) Yippee!

Cheers baby

(Grumpy) Arghh, I tink I gained some weight or is it water retension? or is it i felt guilty of having dat "WANT WANT crackers" just now??...

hmm, I just scared that I gained weight coz tmr need to meet up kak yatee to select the wedding dress & pay her 1k still got balance of $500 which i will pay on July for the final fitting. Actually, we are late for the baju selection coz hubby & i was busy with our invitation card, tailor made our dress, buying our bedroom set and all others stuff. So tmr we'll meet her and she will take our measurement and standby the dress for us.

I'm so freaking out, or maybe i just felt gulity of eating something just now. ~Siao Liao~
btw, the total package was 2.2k just for the actual day with Ratuwedding. Oh ya, we already did our photostudio. I request from my Stylebridal to spare us some of the pix but dey haf not edit them yet.I haf some of the unedit pix coz our intial plan was to put our pix on the card. (but dat idea was scrap later) Coz I actually prefer the emboss hard cover type than the soft cover.

Well, can't wait till my wedding cards ready for collection.... Yay!!~ I can't believe I'm getting married! Olrite I hope I can fit those small fitting dresses or else Im gonna SCREamMMM!!


Will keep you update okay...

Cat & Dog Fightz in my room!

Damn! Wat a day to start!...You know, I got a habit of withdraw cash from my saving and kept it in my spare purse and place it inside my drawer coz im so lazy to Q up @ the ATM. Well, I always standby the cash with me in case i need to pay for anything. So just now I thotz of paying the visa bill, & .... SH*T! Where the hell is my purse?!

I can't find my burberry purse in my drawer!!! Oh my god, im going to cry my heart out! @#$% I pull out my dressing drawer, throw out all my stuff on the floor... IT WASN'T DER! I jump up on my bed and searching thru' all my pillow, in case i just slip it in my pillow case (which i never done b4) and nothing found!
My heart beating so fast i start to panic & imagine what if... I ACCIDENTALLY THROW IT AWAY?!!~ Arghhh!!! I'm gonna find it no matter what. It's a matter life & dead for me! it's not a small amount in that purse, a few thousand inside for my bridal, cards, tailoring & all others wedding expenses. It's ALL IN THAT PURSE! I sit infront of my TV console, pull all my arts beads boxes and all the rubbish inside that rack...NOTHING AGAIN! DAMN IT!!~ then here come my dad, asked me what am i searching for, I just want to ignored him. Coz I know if i told him i lost my $$ he will nag @ me instead of helping out. So I told him I lost my key, & yet he still nag @ me for being so careless...

HAIZ~ thkz for unwanted pressure nagging~~ (Sigh) I try the other side of the console, where all my wedding items kept in, my jewelery, ring, hubby's watch, his ring,the perfume set etc etc... i open up all the paper bag juz to make sure I didn't miss out. Only God knows how freaking out I was. Nothing was there too.

I try to calm down myself, and i can't even breathe. I close my eyes to relax ( well, trying to scan thru' all my stuff wit my eyes close, AS IF! haha ) i slowly pull out all the photo album section, and TADA!~ the purse just slip out from nowhere!! I almost wanted to scream out loud. I grab my burberry purse and hug it to my heart. It's like I just found a winning lottery ticket, haha~ JACKPOT! ~

Thank goodness, i found it or else i just don't know where to find dat 5k in 4 month...(ya, unless i don't eat, i walk to work, no shopping for @ least 2mth) I felt so relieved. And the funniest part of my miserable day was.... when my dad saw me sitting down hugging the purse to myself, he asked," Dat ur purse, haf you found ur key yet? nxt time put inside ur bag don't anyhow put" I just smiled at him. heehee~ Notti me!

Anyway, my entire room was totally in a mess... It's like a cat & dog fighting ring, Geee!~ so scary HAHAH~Haiz~i need to clean up all the mess later. Goshh~ dat's gonna take 1 or 2 hr, DAMN! Oh yes, i finally found my M.I.A memory card got alot of my pix w/ hubby during the countdown time. Will load some later lah~


Cheers baby~

Deeper in my heart

Hey baby,

Can't believe that i have stop blogging for a long time....

Well, alot of "things" happened to me since last november 08 and it was expected, unexpected, stress and hurts. And I hate to recall those sadden moment I went thru alone dealing with my emotional stress.

My 2008 year ended with alot of tears. I can't tell to anyone coz it involved family & someone that i care most.... So things get worst for me, i was totally depressed and suffering from emotional break down. I don't trust anyone and i don't share it even with my fiance.

For almost 2 mth, I had a sleepless nite. It was unbearble for me, and it effects my work too. I decided to seek some advise from doctor. I was given a medicine for daily intake before bed time for a month. Alhamdullilah, it helps me to relax & now i felt better & no longer taking the medicine.

Things does happened for a reason, and I hope that I will move on my life peacefully...

Thankfully, I still have someone to loves me & understand my feeling. That will be mine loving, sayang. He is the one who pull me thru all the break down moment eventhough he don't understand the whole situation. Thank you my dear for loving me.

Well, I believe it's better to treasure & appreciate the person who loves you rather than the person that you loved...

Now, I just pray for the happiness & love for my family especially to my dearest dad. He is suffering from kidney failure and now on medication, and i hope he will get well soon & be there with me to celebrate my beautiful day which is my wedding dis year...

Oh btw, i would like to officially announce that I'm getting hitched to my dearest fiance, Hidayat, in 144days to count down, insya-allah. I'm truly glad that everythings wents smoothly for us, now just waiting for our big wedding day & it's hubby's birday too. It's a DOUBLE of happiness!!

Bridal, photographer, catering, honeymoon booking, bedset, gifts, invitation cards etc...etc... all done except maybe next mth we'll be going to ROMM.

Hubby, doesn't have time coz he is now on training so abit difficult for us to go there. But Im really glad that he got really stable job now. At least I don't have to worry about his career for now. And Im really proud of him, he is really hard-working. He really cares about our future, he wants us to have comfortable life. Insya-allah, Im sure he will make it. Amin.

Lastly, I hope the wedding willl go smoothly as planned. I looking forwards for my honeymoon so much, really need the break from all the preparation stress that i had. My hubby really wants us to have a great & beautiful memories of our honeymoon and he decided to booked a royal deluxe suite for the 5 days trip. Im sure we will have a wonderful time there :)

Well, i really can't wait to spent the rest of my life with him... Aww..~Sweetz! Anyway, to all my fellas out there, whom we have lost touch for long time & want to come to our most happiness day reception, please do drop me your hp number/ ur address @ my email: babyzdk@hotmail.com or you can reach me @ my mobile 9005-6947.

(Yawning) my eyes is getting lazy now. I think I should stop now, before my eyes refused to shut later.