Hey baby,
Can't believe that i have stop blogging for a long time....
Well, alot of "things" happened to me since last november 08 and it was expected, unexpected, stress and hurts. And I hate to recall those sadden moment I went thru alone dealing with my emotional stress.
My 2008 year ended with alot of tears. I can't tell to anyone coz it involved family & someone that i care most.... So things get worst for me, i was totally depressed and suffering from emotional break down. I don't trust anyone and i don't share it even with my fiance.
For almost 2 mth, I had a sleepless nite. It was unbearble for me, and it effects my work too. I decided to seek some advise from doctor. I was given a medicine for daily intake before bed time for a month. Alhamdullilah, it helps me to relax & now i felt better & no longer taking the medicine.
Things does happened for a reason, and I hope that I will move on my life peacefully...
Thankfully, I still have someone to loves me & understand my feeling. That will be mine loving, sayang. He is the one who pull me thru all the break down moment eventhough he don't understand the whole situation. Thank you my dear for loving me.
Well, I believe it's better to treasure & appreciate the person who loves you rather than the person that you loved...
Now, I just pray for the happiness & love for my family especially to my dearest dad. He is suffering from kidney failure and now on medication, and i hope he will get well soon & be there with me to celebrate my beautiful day which is my wedding dis year...
Oh btw, i would like to officially announce that I'm getting hitched to my dearest fiance, Hidayat, in 144days to count down, insya-allah. I'm truly glad that everythings wents smoothly for us, now just waiting for our big wedding day & it's hubby's birday too. It's a DOUBLE of happiness!!
Bridal, photographer, catering, honeymoon booking, bedset, gifts, invitation cards etc...etc... all done except maybe next mth we'll be going to ROMM.
Hubby, doesn't have time coz he is now on training so abit difficult for us to go there. But Im really glad that he got really stable job now. At least I don't have to worry about his career for now. And Im really proud of him, he is really hard-working. He really cares about our future, he wants us to have comfortable life. Insya-allah, Im sure he will make it. Amin.
Lastly, I hope the wedding willl go smoothly as planned. I looking forwards for my honeymoon so much, really need the break from all the preparation stress that i had. My hubby really wants us to have a great & beautiful memories of our honeymoon and he decided to booked a royal deluxe suite for the 5 days trip. Im sure we will have a wonderful time there :)
Well, i really can't wait to spent the rest of my life with him... Aww..~Sweetz! Anyway, to all my fellas out there, whom we have lost touch for long time & want to come to our most happiness day reception, please do drop me your hp number/ ur address @ my email: babyzdk@hotmail.com or you can reach me @ my mobile 9005-6947.
(Yawning) my eyes is getting lazy now. I think I should stop now, before my eyes refused to shut later.
