Just one more step....

Haizz... Im not in the mood to blog today. I felt so restless & tired (yawning). I just want to update about my B.W.E... Last saturday hubby & i went to APKIM to attend M.C class (Mariage Course lah, heehee..) It was really special moment for us :)

I was quite nervous to attend the course. (scare if we got a fierce ustaz, hahah!) Fortunately, we got a nice humble ustaz (Hmm,forgot his name) At first, I was a bit uncomfortable because it was kind of awkward looking at each other.

During the course the ustaz asked hub, "do you sincerely love kamariah?", "is she the one for you?" And hubby replied," Yes, I'm sure." It was so emotional for me to hear that from hubby. And what more emotional when the ustaz said that, "I can see that you (hubb) sincerely loves her and I want you to loves her now & only death do both of you apart. (Insyaallah). I can see that both of you suitable for each other." :) Aww~ "Only death do us apart" (that's mine favourite poem) Then suddenly the ustaz asked me," Awak nie arab?" I was surprised by his question. So I answered him that I'm malay jer not arab. He said that I have that looks... (maybe it's mine sharp nose ya) hehehe....

It was really good experience & better knowledge for us to know about marriage. The family planning, budget planning, prayer, emotional, intimacy :) heehe~ I was a bit shy when the ustaz touch on this sexual topic, heehee~ very detail ya.... Anyway, the most I enjoyed is the "nikah practise" hubby was abit nervous (eventhough it just a acting) Well, hubby just need more practise ya :) hahaha... but after 2,3 times handshake he did quite good thou'. And the most funniest parts is when the ustaz keep forgetting the mahr, heehee~ Everytime when he said, "Aku nikah kan dikau dengan kamariah bte abd rahman dengan emas khawin nya.... ahhh anu, hmm beraper?" then both of us replied, "satu set barang kemas". Not once, but 5 or 6 times we have to remind him about the mahr. heehee~ he's cute though'

Anyway. it was a long day for us. After the session with ustaz, we went for the group discussion with 4 other couple. The same things but much more relax, fun & less intense. Finally after 3.5hrs discussion, we received our "passport" :) yay~ hurray!

Message for Hubby: What I want for my birday is....??.... you can see the answer below :) heehee..Mmm, so you know what to do right....?? heeeheeAnd finally, I got some pix to update...

These are mine lil' sweety-pie.... Aliya Lashirah 3yr old, & Ayra Shahirah 1yr old. Aww~ I love both of them :) Look at them, they've grow so much.... Aliya is so clever now, she knows how to recite surah, numbers, words.... I'm so proud of her. And ayra, she is so cute & playful! ! I love hugging her :) Miss you lil devil....

Yesterday is history, today is present, tomorrow is mistery...

Hey der.... I felt so happy to spend my day with hubby on my BDAY. Well, I can say that I'm touch & glad to see that he make an effort to rush back from his camp to fetch me back on my Bday... Awww! Swweety you shldn't have to do that :) ....( Pity my hubby, I hate seeing him carry that big bulky heavy bag...) Hubby, sms me @ very last min that he wants to celebrate my Bday on friday instead of sat...

He wanted to treat me mine favourite Crayfish Pasta & he want to be with me on mine birthday :)) Isn't he sweetzz??... For the last 2 years, I don't really celebrate coz hubby wasn't around. (Only my client brought me alot of junky chocolates & alot of surprises.) So diz year is a PAY-BACK time for hubby... Haahaha~

Anyway, I meet hubby in the train. When I was in the train, I saw someone in there too. Well, I know her but.... I just walk-in & keep a distance seat from her. (Someone back in sch days...~) Hmm, I didn't notice her after dat coz I was too busy showing my presents to my hubby.... I received a Godiva chocolatier from my client again, & alots lots of chocolates from them. Hubby couldn't wait to taste the Godiva Choco (so I have to feed him in the train... hahaha~) and he LOVES it of coz! Expensive chocolates!.... Anyway, when we alight the train, hubby saw someone that he knew. (I didn't notice thou'...~well how shld I put dis....) Okay, put it diz way... Just now was the wife, now her's hubby..... It's a friend of mine, but we didn't keep in touch anymore....

Back to my birthday celebration with hubby...

I enjoyed the crayfish pasta & mussle creamy cheesy so much :) & the moment was so special... Hubby treat me like a lil princess...Sweetzz :) he brought me 2 pair of shoes and I simply love it!! yay~ Thankz darling, I really appreciate ur special surprise :) Muakzz!!! mUakzz!!~

And before I end my lil update.... Just can't help it!!!~ I'm going to get hitch in 100 days!!! hahah~ Most of the preparation is almost complete, I guess... ( need to check the list again...) I think I shld put my list in my blog, hmm good ideas I think... coz I keep losing my notes everywhere I paste.... (Thks to ayra, aliya....)

Okay dear... I need to knock-out myself now...

Zzzzzzzz......ZZzzzzzz~

Beautiful day for me....

Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me!

yay~ Oh I love dis moment so much :) and what special dis yrs?........ Hubby is here with me to celebrated... Last 2 yrs, he was @ Brunei and I don't really enjoy my birthday though. but dis yr, it means alot to me! My wish has come true... I'm soon-to-be married @ age 2*!yay~ not too young, not too old to settled down. I would say just nice age to get married. Hmm..... I told hubby not to get me anything, coz I want him to save up first. Now is not the time yet to celebrate with gifts. Our main target, is the WEDDING, of coz.... Maybe juz a dinner will do, a romantic dinner of coz right darling? ;p

Anyway, have you guys catch a TV Ads "Imperfection is Perfect"? (the wife giving a say to her hubby's funeral, the snoring, wind action ) You know, everytime I saw that TV ads, it will remind me of my future with hubby. I was in the train thinking about our differences. And here are the top 12 differences:

No. 1: TICKLE~Gentel (heehee, notti2...*blushing)
Hubby: Loves to gentel a tissue into a tiny headed worm to dig his ears (FYI: he hates cotton bud, another words he enjoys more tickling his ears than digging) Haiz* One words to describe dis is "WEIRD".
Mee: I loves to gentel my lil' sexy dude :)) heehee.... (Sound so scandal sey! Sorry hubby, he is your replacement during the LONELY NITE, hahaha~) I can kiss him, hug him, sleep with him, and put him on top on my face while Im sleeping.. It's mine bantal gentel!!!... haha, smell nice okay! even hubby kinda like it, coz my bantal gentel will make you sleepy ;p (Special ingredient added, all preserved of coz...hahaha~)

No.2: Wasabi anyone?
Hubby: L.O.V.E it!!
Mee: H.A.T.E it!!

No.3: Sambal belacan... Telur pinang....
Hubby: Doesn't know how to eat it...(eventhough, I've teach him, hide the belacan in the rice. Heehee!) Now, hubby enjoys the telur pinang since last 2 weeks @ larkin (boiled egg wih herbs)

Mee: Love it with the ayam lemak chili padi or with nasi padang. Yummy~ Telur pinang, is just like tibits to me ;-p Simply delicious!!

No.4: Direction.... Left/Right?
Hubby: Passed. Dat's why he can drive...
Mee: Failed. heehee... Syg, which one is RIGHT? Hahah~

No.5: Pineapple
Hubby: Love the juice...
Mee:NO THANK YOU!

No.6: Doctor....
Hubby: Hates to see doctor, not to mention medicine.... I have to force him, scold him, nagging at him just to make him eat panadol... Gee~~
Mee:I loving it!!! The words "DOCTOR" means "MC" for me... hahaha~ Medicine wise, im quite okay lah... I will follow what the doctor have given me to take, as long I got my off, well-rested :)

No.7: Fish or Chicken?
Hubby: Chicken, yess! Fried, cook, BBQ, & the chicken butt. Love it ALOT!........ Fish? No thank you....
Mee: Love fish, especially with sweet n sours.... Yummy~ Chicken, okay2 but NOT THE BUTT! I hate the chicken butt, puke~

No.8:Toilet Time
Hubby: He can sit there for ages, waiting for "it" to come....
Mee: I will call hubby's hp if I need to pee @nite time. I will make hubby to keep me accompany by talking to me, (so when the cicakz hear my voice dey will start to hide, datz my theory you see... heehee) if hubby is unlucky he will get a heartattack, coz sometime notti cicak appear somwhere you see... It will just trigger me, and i will scream, AHHHHHhhhhh~~!!!!CicakkKKKK!~ heeeheeeven dad will wake up ;p (sometime is false alarm, it's just a rubber band I step on)

No.9: Pets
Hubby: He loves all cute pets. Eg. hamsters to CATS.
Mee: ALL THE ABOVE-MENTION. SCARE!

No.10: Gaming-strike
Hubby: LOVE GAMES... Computer games, Psp etc
Mee: It's always end before starting. Games-dummy. heehee

No.11: New Gadgets
Hubby: He will get excited when he saw new gadgets, especially latest handphone. He loves touch-screen mobile.
Mee: Boring, dunno how to use touch-screen... Phone is phone wat! Can call, msg, camera, music.... Im happy with it.

No.12: Crossing the road
Hubby: No problem... anywhere can cross.
Mee: I will scream before I cross the road.... One word to describe "RETARDED" hahaha~ Im scared okay!

Hmm, I think it's true that if the couple have alot of common is kinda of boring... but in a another side of it you'll enjoy doing it together. Like us, we loves watching sports, shopping & surfing the net... This is how we'll enjoyed our weekend.... Anyway, I believe life isn't perfect sometime it will turn out to be what you unexpected. And that's make your life more interesting :)

Olrite, lastly.... Happy Birday To Meee :)

Cheers baby!

Hey,it's April!...

Yayy!~ I LOVE APRIL ~xMuakzx

It's April now... diz wonderful month means alot to me :)

Firstly...we have already REGISTERED @ ROMM!! Yay!!~ I was abit nervous when we were Q up @ the counter. (Heehee~ I guess it's normal right?)Well, while waiting for our turn, I don't know why I felt so touch & sad. I just can't believe that I'm getting married soon, and hidayat is my soon-to-be my hubby.

I'm really thankful to allah swt for sending him for me as my soon-to-be lawfully hubby. But how i wish i could share diz wonderful moment with my dear mum. I wish she is there with me. Deep in my heart, asking myself, "Why mum can't wait for our wedding?" She will be happy smiling at us, looking at me and will say diz to hubby,"Yat, jaga kamaria baik2 eh?" and "Yah, jgn bully yat, sayang die sorg aje." Those words is still fresh in my mind till now. ~I love you mum :'( yah, rindu mak.........(*sob) Well, I know my mum will be very happy for me... That's for sure, i know :)

After we have registered our marriage, we went to JB. I want to tailor made my lace for my wedding dress, the tailoring cost quite cheap lah . Hopefully, she will do it nicely coz that lace cost hubby a BOMB!!@# we brought it from Jakeal, and it cost about RM600!!!Geeee~ I can't believe that hubby willing to buy it for me. Hmm, i hope it will suit me well for the dinner session @ hubby's side. Well, thanks darling for the lace, muakx!

Anyway, secondly, it's my birthday month (gee~im just getting more "mature" now)....hmm, I'm not looking forward for my bday though~ heehee!! And finally, marking on the date of 23rd april is soon to be my 100 days counting down to my beautiful dreamz wedding :)) yay! (ya, baby im super xcited now~) wooHOOO!

Well, I just couldn't help it to show how excited i am now. (eventhough, i still got a few more mth) but it simply super excited for me at the same time I AM VERY NERVOUS!! if you ask me why i can't give you the answer though~ it's just a feeling that you will get once you at diz stage. I always wonder how much my life will change when I'm married. Will I be a good wife and good mum? How cute my child will be...? Can I support my kids with alots of love & joy? So many ???Q?? runs thru my mind when I started couning down the days...

Insya'allah, I pray that I'm strong enuff to carry all the responsibilities & provide good life for my future kids benefits. Now, I really admire my parents for the love, care & the foods on the table that they provide me since young, alhamdulilah, amin.

Now it's my turn to take the next step of my life story... A daughter, a wife, a mother & grandma. (dat'z scary ya) Hmm... Life is short, let's make it more interesting & meaningful memories to be written in your heart diary :)

My advance bday wish is.... :)

.............................................S/3C/RE/T............................... *wink*

I can't wait to meet hubby this thursday, hmm... on friday we heading to JB again! :) yay!~

alright, that's all folks! getting tired....

See ya....

Kiss kiss baby...