Yayy!~ I LOVE APRIL ~xMuakzx
It's April now... diz wonderful month means alot to me :)
Firstly...we have already REGISTERED @ ROMM!! Yay!!~ I was abit nervous when we were Q up @ the counter. (Heehee~ I guess it's normal right?)Well, while waiting for our turn, I don't know why I felt so touch & sad. I just can't believe that I'm getting married soon, and hidayat is my soon-to-be my hubby.
I'm really thankful to allah swt for sending him for me as my soon-to-be lawfully hubby. But how i wish i could share diz wonderful moment with my dear mum. I wish she is there with me. Deep in my heart, asking myself, "Why mum can't wait for our wedding?" She will be happy smiling at us, looking at me and will say diz to hubby,"Yat, jaga kamaria baik2 eh?" and "Yah, jgn bully yat, sayang die sorg aje." Those words is still fresh in my mind till now. ~I love you mum :'( yah, rindu mak.........(*sob) Well, I know my mum will be very happy for me... That's for sure, i know :)
After we have registered our marriage, we went to JB. I want to tailor made my lace for my wedding dress, the tailoring cost quite cheap lah . Hopefully, she will do it nicely coz that lace cost hubby a BOMB!!@# we brought it from Jakeal, and it cost about RM600!!!Geeee~ I can't believe that hubby willing to buy it for me. Hmm, i hope it will suit me well for the dinner session @ hubby's side. Well, thanks darling for the lace, muakx!
Anyway, secondly, it's my birthday month (gee~im just getting more "mature" now)....hmm, I'm not looking forward for my bday though~ heehee!! And finally, marking on the date of 23rd april is soon to be my 100 days counting down to my beautiful dreamz wedding :)) yay! (ya, baby im super xcited now~) wooHOOO!
Well, I just couldn't help it to show how excited i am now. (eventhough, i still got a few more mth) but it simply super excited for me at the same time I AM VERY NERVOUS!! if you ask me why i can't give you the answer though~ it's just a feeling that you will get once you at diz stage. I always wonder how much my life will change when I'm married. Will I be a good wife and good mum? How cute my child will be...? Can I support my kids with alots of love & joy? So many ???Q?? runs thru my mind when I started couning down the days...
Insya'allah, I pray that I'm strong enuff to carry all the responsibilities & provide good life for my future kids benefits. Now, I really admire my parents for the love, care & the foods on the table that they provide me since young, alhamdulilah, amin.
Now it's my turn to take the next step of my life story... A daughter, a wife, a mother & grandma. (dat'z scary ya) Hmm... Life is short, let's make it more interesting & meaningful memories to be written in your heart diary :)
My advance bday wish is.... :)
.............................................S/3C/RE/T............................... *wink*
I can't wait to meet hubby this thursday, hmm... on friday we heading to JB again! :) yay!~
alright, that's all folks! getting tired....
See ya....
Kiss kiss baby...
