Finally my dream come true....
I always wanted to dream of my late mum. Not that I never had any dream with her, but today was totally a blessing day for me... Usually I dream, I went to the market with her, saw her praying @ her bedroom, saw her washing the dishes... Like she was a distance away from me. But today was really the most unforgetable dream i had. The best sweetest dream I had since she gone... Guess what?!.....
I WAS HUGGING HER AROUND MY ARM SO TIGHTLY, AND KISSING HER ALL OVER HER FACE.... I KEEP ON SAYING "Rindu nye yah kat mak, yah rindu nk peluk mak" She was smiling and keep on hugging me & my 2nd brader. Both of us was like fighting to hug her. heehee~
Then, I told her " Yah janji yah akan solat, mak jangan risau" When I told her that she looked into my eyes and smile, she kiss my forehead and hugged me. She then, whispered in my heart "Terima kasih yah. Mak bersyukur, mak dapat apa yang yah baca kan. Jaga abah, jaga diri...Mak selalu ader kat sini, panggil jer mak nanti mak datang..." Her lips didn't move but I hear that she whispering to me. Soon as she finished saying to me, I was awaked.
When I open up my eyes, I smiled. I thank Allah swt for that beautiful dream I had. I keep saying alhamdulilah she received what I had pray for her peace, forgiveness and happiness. I felt so amazing when I had this beautiful dream. It's like REAL! I can feel that I really hugged her and kiss her cheek. Well, when I awake I wasn't hugging anything so it couldn't be the bolster...hehehe~ But I was facing her picture that I put at the side of mine bed... I can feel her present when I woke up just now.
Im so happy and never felt so much better.... Knowing she is there for me, her happiness is mine greatest gift I ever had. I love you mum... Mum, pls pray for our forgiveness, safety and happiness. Thank you for loving till now. No matter how far you are, you will still be in my heart. I promise you mum. I truly sincerely happy for you there....
This 21 August marking her 1st yr memorial.... We have already planned to do kenduri for her. Hope everything goes well as planned. Insya'allah, amin.
Sealed with alotz of Love, Joy & Peace...
I always wanted to dream of my late mum. Not that I never had any dream with her, but today was totally a blessing day for me... Usually I dream, I went to the market with her, saw her praying @ her bedroom, saw her washing the dishes... Like she was a distance away from me. But today was really the most unforgetable dream i had. The best sweetest dream I had since she gone... Guess what?!.....
I WAS HUGGING HER AROUND MY ARM SO TIGHTLY, AND KISSING HER ALL OVER HER FACE.... I KEEP ON SAYING "Rindu nye yah kat mak, yah rindu nk peluk mak" She was smiling and keep on hugging me & my 2nd brader. Both of us was like fighting to hug her. heehee~
Then, I told her " Yah janji yah akan solat, mak jangan risau" When I told her that she looked into my eyes and smile, she kiss my forehead and hugged me. She then, whispered in my heart "Terima kasih yah. Mak bersyukur, mak dapat apa yang yah baca kan. Jaga abah, jaga diri...Mak selalu ader kat sini, panggil jer mak nanti mak datang..." Her lips didn't move but I hear that she whispering to me. Soon as she finished saying to me, I was awaked.
When I open up my eyes, I smiled. I thank Allah swt for that beautiful dream I had. I keep saying alhamdulilah she received what I had pray for her peace, forgiveness and happiness. I felt so amazing when I had this beautiful dream. It's like REAL! I can feel that I really hugged her and kiss her cheek. Well, when I awake I wasn't hugging anything so it couldn't be the bolster...hehehe~ But I was facing her picture that I put at the side of mine bed... I can feel her present when I woke up just now.
Im so happy and never felt so much better.... Knowing she is there for me, her happiness is mine greatest gift I ever had. I love you mum... Mum, pls pray for our forgiveness, safety and happiness. Thank you for loving till now. No matter how far you are, you will still be in my heart. I promise you mum. I truly sincerely happy for you there....
This 21 August marking her 1st yr memorial.... We have already planned to do kenduri for her. Hope everything goes well as planned. Insya'allah, amin.
Sealed with alotz of Love, Joy & Peace...
