Bundle of joy... Ilhanz Putra Muhd Hidayat

Welcome my lil sunshine ....

...ILHANZ PUTRA MUHD HIDAYAT....

My lil sunshine was born on 11 /02/2011 at 1100hrs, KKH TPS -Delivery Suite Labor Ward 8 by specialist gynea Dr. Irene Chua. Alhamdulilah, normal birth for me.

My lil dear son weight at 3.4KG, 48CM length. Aww so tiny lil baby boy...

It was unexpected that I was admitted on the day I went for specialist checkup for my asthma. Actually I wanted to give it a miss because I'm too lazy to go. And the worst part was I have to make 2 trip there, thursday for my asthma checkup and friday is my gynea checkup (38week). But hubby told me to go since it will be my last checkup for the asthma specialist. So I drag myself to work, and apply time off at 12 noon. I told hubby to accompany me on friday instead on gynea visit. (So he can see the ultra scan lah) I went to Novena to have my lunch as usual at Long John Silver, then took the feeder bus to KKH. Nothing much till I reach KKH clinic A at 2.30pm, and Dr.Jackie Tan requested me to do the whole final checkup. Everything was fine, but my BP was really HIGH 167, 134,166... She run 5 test for my BP, and all was different result... Like haywire!!! And it's the longest checkup I ever had with her... She notice that my legs was badly swollen due to water retention. Finally at 4pm, she suggested me to be admitted due to BP prob, and advise me to have induce labor.

I called hubby and told him that I will be admitted due to BP and Dr.Jackie Tan will inform my gynea on advise induce labor. He f reak out! But I told him it's not confirm about the labor yet because my gynea will check on me first then will decide lah. So I told him not to kan chong spider, just dropby after work and bring all my stuff too.

I was admitted at B1 class bedroom (4 bedded). At 5pm, my gynea arrived to do the cervix check. GUESS WHAT?? She looked at me and said,"Wahh you can beranak ready, you dilate 5CM"... I was so shocked and speechless. I didnt expected it today, i mean right now... Then she said,"No need induce lah, normal birth can?" and next she asked me really cute question," so when you want to beranak? tomorrow date is nicer 11/02/2011, morning you can give birth already". Im still in shock state but im happy that the day finally arrived. hehehe... So I agreed to give birth on 11 feb 2011.

I immediately called my hubby... HE TOTALLY FREAK OUT! when I told him I was 5CM dilated. HAHAHA!!! And he said, luckily I didnt give birth at work....I told him I didnt expected too because I was planning to go to BHG bugis after the asthma checkup...heehee!

So he rushed to KKH, and stay with me all time. And at 10pm, I told him Im craving for chapati and teh susu... He rush down to tekka, most of the shop already close. Luckily sakunthala still open, so he manage to get me the chapati and teh susu. And that's my 9mth final craving!

After I had my chapati supper, both of us try to get to sleep. I didnt sleep well, because my tummy having mild contraction. At 2.30AM, I wake my hubby up because I having bad contraction, I tahan till 3.30AM. Finally hubby decided to call the nurse, and that's when I was push to labor ward. The midwives check my cervix and it still 5CM. So I requested for epidural because I need to relax my muscle. Honestly the contraction is very mild, I can tahan but the opening will slow down if I didnt take epidural. At 6AM, I was given the epidural and soon after I fall asleep till 7AM when my gynea arrived to check my cervix and it was 6 cm.

I didnt realize that my gynea broke my waterbag too. Mybe I was too sleepy and tired, and didnt hear what she was saying. I told hubby to have his breakfast because later my gynea might want me to start pushing and I dont want him to faint. HAHAHA !So he went down, and I continue to sleep till 8.30AM... By 9.45am, my midwive check my cervix and it dilated 9.5cm... She told me to get ready by 10am to start pushing. At 10.05am i have dilated 10.5cm, she teach me how to push. And it wasnt a easy task to do, it required mental strenght too.

After 20 times pushing, finally hubby saw baby hair... He immediately took out his jacket, and said to me "I saw baby hair, I cant breath" He was really overwhelm when he saw a small spot (size of 10cents) of his lil junior hair... He encourage me to push harder and he got too excited that instead of supporting my head and push back my leg... he push down my head too!!!! Now I cant breath!!!! hahaha!!!! Then the midwive asked me to put a time target. She suggested how about by 10.50am I give birth. I told her maybe 11.02am hehehe aiya want nice number only what... But after so many time pushing I told her I want it out now!!!! I start to feel the pain about 10.50am... I cant describe the pain....

OMG!!!! I cant even take the instruction given by the midwives anymore!!!!Now epidural have gone!!! The contraction pain was unbelievable!!!!Hubby saw how much pain I went through but he still having me encouragement and hold me tight. At 10.57am, my gynea came and told me she have to cut coz the baby head is too big... Thanks for letting me know, if I can run I would!!! My hand grabbing the bedsheet and mental strenght really testing me. The minute she snip it, and I have my maximum ultimate push, my baby finally "fly out" of me...And everyone turn their head back on me... You know why?? To see the big digital clock behind them... It was 1100 hrs my baby was born into this world

I heard his cries, and hubby was excited and teary too... He cut the cord and TADAA!! He became a daddy now.... ILHANZ PUTRA MUHD HIDAYAT weight 3.4KG 48CM at 38 weeks and 2 days pregnancy.

Alhamdulilah, no one believe that I can have a normal birth due to my asthma. And no one believe that just 1 hr of pushing I have give birth to my lil son... One word to describe is MIRACLE BABY... He was so easy to deliver and it was so unexpected he is so CUTE!!!!!

Now my lil ilhanz a month old, he have a boyish look... Just like his daddy :) Look at his big round eyes, he extremely cuteness baby boy!!

My words to ilhanz.... My only lil baby boy, you are the only one I adore and love now. Learning about you every minute and every time. Everything change since you arrived, now I know what the feel like to have you in my arm... I will make sure you grow up to be a good person, intelligent boy... Mummy will work hard for you my sunshine. Promise me you will be a successful person okay :) Mummy proud of you always!! Love you so much.

My words to my hubby.... Thank you for supporting me through out the labor... Without you I wont have te strength to pull through. I love you even more now. But promise me, no more baby till 2015 okay :p hehehe.......

Love,

Eya heart

OMG! Hubby will kill me for this....

It's so addictive!!! I just cant help it..... So cheap I must get it for Baby I..... I know it's romper AGAIN~ But it's so adorable, can you imagine that lil baby I wearing it :) awww~ so sweet!!!

Sorry honey, last 2 set only ok... after that I wont buy anthing else, i know it hard but i promise dear.... (i try to control myself ok, like real!~heeheehee) They are so cute, I just cant help it, im totally hopeless..... heheheh~

Love you dear :)) Muaks Muaks Muaks~

Growing stage...Lil baby

A lil info for you guys....



The first 3month was my worst part of my life! I keep on throwing out, nausea, bad cramp and my asthma got worst... I was admitted to KKH cause of my asthma.



Next 4-6month, I can say that I really enjoy this period cause that nausea is gone and I start to feel normal. And my asthma is well-controlled now. I took the preventive puff, and it does help alot :) And everytime I went for checkup, my result is not bad. Blood pressure is normal, but sugar level abit high. I was advise not to take too much sweet stuff... hehehe.... :) Every morning I took vitamin, the new obimin and fish oil pil for baby brain. I try not to forget to take my vitamin... hehehe sometime you feel sick of it but to think it's for your baby good, i will just close my eyes and force it down my throat. Ewww!

This is my lil baby I @ 25week old..... Can you see his side view face??.... Cute lil mummy boy~

He is so active at night, every time he will move around but I enjoy the feeling :) Eventhough sometime it hurt me a bit but I dont care... I cant wait to see you my darling baby....

November, December, January, and February....finally you will arrive in my arms :)

This is at 5mth old... Front view, his skin still transucent so that why it appear like this.....
At 3 mth old.... still so tiny :) so cute right....

It's prince charming on the way....

OMG, it was so long i have not been blogging...

Anyway, my lil junior is a BOY! I'm excited now coz Im already 26 weeks :) A lil info for you guys, I decided to take Dr. Irene Chua from KKH private suite. Slightly expensive but it's worth it. She is young, pretty lady. But most importantly, she is a good listener and treat you nicely. She will listen and advise to you accordingly. (This is what my opinion lah)

Ever since I know my baby gender, I have been very busy lately with baby shopping spree :) Oh god, I dont want to keep track of what I have brought...scary!.... From the baby cot, stroller, pajamas, small stuff, in total of $1.5k+ is considering not bad huh....heehee~

I went to baby expo sale last oct, the first day I went there with my fren, Eve (both of us preggy lah), and my hubby. I dont really know what to buy. Too many stuff, so I just end up buying some rompers and toy on my first trip der. When I went back, I keep thinking the baby cot that I saw at the expo $399 Farlin brand. Very nice, d.brown color attractive lah, I told myself just KIV lah.




Next day we went to orchard, walk around and decided to buy a combi urben walker stroller $298 with free toys (which make me feel worth to buy it, heehee) at OG. It's dark blue color and hubby really knows how to use it. (He keep asking so many Q to the sales lady, poor sales lady have to entertain my hubby nonsense :p)








And when we went to Robinson we saw the same quality baby cot and it cost double. And worst part is NO FREE GIFT!! At expo sales, they give so many FREE stuff. So I decided to go back to baby expo sales immd. And TADAA!! we brought this baby cot :) total damage = $458 including moses basket, diaper sack, bed, latex pillow, bedding set and a few more other stuff. Oklah I pay $50 more but I get total value of items worth $200. Nice right? Then I brought together playpen which was $90 only, to put at my in-law house. Cheap-cheap only....Worth it !!!






Then we brought more toys,a few set of rompers (I lost count), pillow set at the expo.....
Anyway, I have brought all the baby stuff - NUK milkbottle, pacifier, shampoo, booties, sock, shoes, medala breastpump etc.....I dont know why but I love NUK milk bottle, they are not so plain look like Avent very boring look. Very attractive bottle with some cartoon design. And it's made in germany, can trust the brand....



And last week we brought baby wardrobe $200. Nice lah, cause the baby stuff got no space at all. So i told my hubby we should buy the wardrobe now to hang baby clothes and stock his stuff up. Or else I keep buying the same thing, forgetting what I have brought before. We ask them to deliver next week end cause this week we really busy with family function.



So here are my strike-out list: Pureen yogurt shampoo x2, Medala breastpump x1, Nuk NB Milkbottlex2, Nuk Milkbottle x4, Nuk Mickey mouse soother x1, Nuk soother chain x1, Nuk tongx1, Nuk brushwash x2,


This is the fisher price rocker which I brought 2 week back @ Marina Square but in blue color :) Cheap-cheap $150~ hmm, not so cheap but ok lah for my 1st baby right :) so adorable!
NB Clothes x 12 pair, Towel x2, Bath matt x1, Mickey Mouse shoes, Supermen bibs x1, Disney Boosterx 2, NB sock x3, Baby Nose pump x1, Booties & Mitten set x3, Winnie the pooh shoesx1, Romper for 3mth x 6set, Romper for 6mthx 6 set, Breastpad x 2, Rattle toys x2, Pram toysx2,



Combi urben walker stroller x 1 $298, Farlin Baby Cot x 1$458, Farlin Playpen x 1, Mattressx2, Pillow set x2, Bedding set x2, Moses bagx1, Diaper sackx1, Milk containerx1 Powder containerx1, Pram cushion head support x1, Sock fr 6mth x 6set, Earbub x1, Pram cushion handle support x 1, Pram hookx1set, Baby rocker x 1 $158, Thermometerx1 Nipplecream x1, Bibs x2 set, Densitine diaper cream x2 , Baby wardrobe x1 $200



Carter's Sleepsuit romper x2, Carter's Animal sock x 1set, Shears Blanketx1, Pacifier box x1, Nailclipperx1

Our junior

Yess... dat's our lil tiny junior at 10week 5 days old....It was emergency scan @ A&E coz i slip down on friday evening.... Totally scary for us!We might have lost our 1st baby....But alhamdullilah our junior is strong baby and very active at the time when the doctor do the scaning... S/he does the para-para dance and flip backwards.... so cute! i was relieved looking at it.... We are really grateful & thankful to Allah SWT for protecting our beloved baby...
Allahu jalil~

Just baby...

Just loving this picture.... So adorable!I love this lil blue eyes baby :) I have it on my phone too.... Lovely!
Sweet dream baby :)

A new little me :)

Yeay!! Finally i can log in into my account coz i cant remember my PW.... Geee~

After 10 month of marriage, we are finally ready to start a family :)

Surprise~surprise! Im pregnant now :) yeay!...

I didn't expect it to happen so fast but da rezeki we happily accept it. I was on family planning since last year till I decided to give it a miss on last May.

My hubby was abit shock & surprise coz I told him that it will take at least 3 month. And zoOM! Almost immediately I conceived. Heehee~

ALHAMDULILAH, AMIN.

Right now, I'm 8 week and 2 days pregnant :) And yesterday I went for my first checkup I was so happy to see my lil baby heart beat and s/he is growing well. S/he is so tiny I cant believe that lil tiny is doing well inside me...I cant wait to hold my lil baby now (Awww!)

Anyway I will go another ultra sound scan next month and hopefully my lil baby will show his/her gender soon coz I cant wait to do the shopping now :)

Dont worry I will show you the ultra sound pix next month. It will be much more clearer picture.

Anyway, before I knew about my pregnancy. I was craving on weird things,

1st- bengawansolo ondeh2

(I don't really like ondeh but I just go GAGA )

2nd - mee goreng seafood (Is must to have everyday)

3rd- I love SPRITE!! (no coke or anything else)

4th- Cheese burger & Magnum Gold!

And my craving list goes on till today: Ikan pari bakar, asam pedas tenggiri, mee wanton, soya milk, mee goreng, macaroni goreng, kuih tart, fish n chip & blueberry yogurt...

I told my hubby that I'm having bad migraine & back pain for few week maybe bcoz of long term on planning medication. Sleepy & tired over nothing too. I can fall a sleep while watching the Ninja Warrior @ 8pm till next day. I did a preg test kit but was NEGATIVE (total test kit =6 set wasted, coz i keep doing the test even i havent miss my period, heehee).

Untill the 7th test kit, I have already miss my menses for 12 days.

Finally it was a faded light pink POSITIVE. Hurray!

Anyway, when I found out that Im pregnant I wasnt shock at all. Coz I knew there's something about me is changing, my weight of coz..heehee~ So we went for confirmaion and guess what I was 4 week and 2 days pregnant! Hubby was speechless at that moment, he was so happy and excited to break the news to his family.

The first 4 week was okay untill the 5th week entered. It was the worst week I ever had. My morning sickness started really early morning, that is @ 4 AM in the morning. OMG it just keep going and going~ Running to the bath room is becoming a habit! (even the nausea pill doesnt help) the 6 & 7 week is nausea is still bad, the sleepy part was getting better now. Now I cant sleep well, bcoz my stomach cramp & backpain hit me during my sleeping time... I cant wait to get my first trimester done, hopefully the nausea will fade away...

New year, new life, new days.....

Yess, Im officially hitched to my long-time lover...

heehee you can call me Mrs Hidayat now :)

Im so thankful that he's THE ONE.... :)) Yayy!

Okay a bit of recap of my wedding which is in 1st August 2009... And that day was my dearly hubby's birthday too.... It's like a 2 in 1 instant coffee...heeehee (see i will save alot... 1 present is for 2 occassion) hahaha~ dun be angry darling, you'll get 2 present... of coz another present will be mee.... :p (Notti G totz,*blush)

Anyway, I would say the wedding was awesome... The most memorable day will be my solemnisation day...That one moment, one-time solemnize, is the most unforgettable day for us. Hubby can't control his emotion, a tears of joy of coz :) it's indeed the most touching day for us... It's just overwhelming moment to recall everysingle days we went thru....

From the beginning, we're falling in love, the first date till to the wedding day.......

awW, it's just touch my heart... (*sweetz)

It's the most beautiful day for both of us :) we love the choice that we have made. From the caterer, decoration, cakes and the most important thing is we both looks GORGEOUS :) heehee.....Even my sister compliment me, and she's the type that will never lie. (eg. If im fat she will say it right to my face.... ) She told me her friend was asking who the mak andam that doll me up so gorgeous...And my cuzin wanted to hire my mak andam, coz she loves the flawless look that i had on my nikah day(well the photo can tell) And hubby looks so cool :) Hubby looks good in anything he wear... I can't believe he is mine.

Everythings went smoothly on the second day.... And it was the most enjoyable day for me, meet up with old school mate to old lecturer (mr lim & james) it feels like a gethering day too... heehhee :) everyone was there, even the chinese frenz was there (thanks to ct for helping me to invite them) of coz my boss, colleague, hubby's friend was there to celebrate our wedding reception.... big THANK YOU to all :)
here some photo you can view.... or you can go to my face book and check it out ya ;p

New yaer, new life, new days.....

Butterfly in me...

OMG! I'm so dead tired! Rushing here & there just for the wedding preparation! I was hoping that everything will go wit the flow but N.O!... Haiz...

I was so disappointed with the dresser table & my slumb*rland bedset. I brought both item at the same furniture company.

First the dresser problem, when i first looked at it..... I'm so pissed off! the finishing was totally disastrous! it wasn't the one that we pick at the showroom... Ugly finishing, poor quality, the handle was a plastic type (shld be metal), the chair got extra unwanted hole (wrong drilling),and the mirror is the WORST MIRROR I EVER SEEN BEFORE! Helo, im paying $400 for a ugly poor quality dresser?! U must be kidding me, right!? Well, it supposed to be sliding mirror with the internal compartment.

It can't even slide in and out nicely, and it almost drop off! They can't even beat my D&T skill okay! Not even close to me! Useless! and they still dare to send me a defect item to my house and waste my time & energy! my boiling point is at the MAX!

Of coz, I rang up that company. I gave him a very good "talking" to him, I f*** him up and demand a exchange! Well, customer is always right... heehee~ so I told him off that I will use it to offset the the balance of my bedset. I warned him to make sure that the slumb*rland bedframe & the matteress is the right one. And of coz he ensure me everything is gonna be fine.

After waited about 1 hr, to cut the story short. The damn bloodly stupid f**king company, SCREW UP AGAIN. And this time was they packer didn't pack the bedstand. Hubby was totally pissed off... and me, I can't stop cursing & swearing the screwed up company! So I looked up and asked my hubby, " U or me?" and hubby said,"let me do the talking".... Hubby rang up the manager, and demand the manager explaination & compensate us for all the trouble that we went thru' . Finally they agreed to compensate us extra two pillow = four slumb*rland heavenly pillow, a slumb*rland matteress cover. Hmm, I must say it was a "cooling" deal for me... heehee well it does help to cool off my boiling point :)

Now everything is perfect... I brought my wardrobe & dresser at another place which was awesome! :) the quality is super-solid zen! Love the wardrobe so much, it was custom made for us. The sales person was really nice to let us design our wardrobe compartment. And I must say the price is totally reasonable cheap price for a high end quality wardrobe. Simply Heaven!... And as for the dresser, we brought a zen chestdrawer dresser :)) yay! I must say that I love my bedroom set... So zen style design by H&K, hahaha~ Now our love nest has completed, and next in our agenda is the invitation card.

I can't believe it's so tiring stuff to do. I have to write for my dad's side, my late mum's side, and for myself. My hand just went numb!.... Cards are finally done! Hubby still thinking who shld he invite... Coz he got long list to pick...Well, it took me quite sometime though... Anyway, we almost finish sending out the cards to all the family members. Still got 3 more houses to go... Total 750 cards are on the way now!

Gee, look at that clock... I'm soon to be married and be a somebody wife :) And I can't wait anymore.... Yay!! You know, what I love about getting married?? (Notti thought, uh? ) hehehe... ;)) Actually, to be honest I can't wait to go for honeymoon!!! I'm need a break!! I just want to lay down, look up to the sky, smell the beach, let the wind blow my hair & smile to my darling who is next to me.... Holding my hand with my wedding ring on my finger... And say,"You're mine, sayang".... Awww, so romantic kan? heehee gatal eh... But seriously, it is stressful and you can feel really pressure for the preparation. Taking all things seriously, it just maddest! I want it close to prefection, and there's so many things I need to settle. Since it's a combine wedding on sunday, I want it to prefect for us.

Insyallah, I hope everythings will goes as plan. Amin.

Okay folks, I will update my studio pix soon... C ya!

Long waiting moment......

Wahhh... Look at the timer!! Oh goshh.... Can't believe my eyes~

In 2 mth, I'm will be somebody tai-tai liao, heehee~ So exciting!....

Anyway, diz week we will collect the invitation cards. Can't wait to invite all my families member, frenz.... I really hope there won't be any error in the printing, previously got so many mistakes here and there.( smp I tkleh tdor malam tao, so many error)

Hubby & I have to make our way to JB just to edit all the crap mistake. It took us 3 hours to finalised all the wording, make sure all the spelling is correct. Wahh~ u know it's so stressful! the name, timing, the place...etc ( Mcm nk print birth cert sey~ so detail!! )

Im just so worried if got ... (Touch wood!!~) But if it does have, I will sue them!! Arghh~ that card cost me 70cents each in sgd okay! Plus my trip expenses, makan lah and all the rubbish spending!! (Including the chewing gum, kenny roger.. oh I miss those BBQ grilled chicken~yummy) Mahal you know.... Haiz, can't wait to see my beautiful cards with the hot stamping to our name ... Hidayat & Kamariah... Wow! heehee.. (it sound so nice right..??) OMG~ Im geting MARRIED!! heehee...

oh ya, I forgot to collect my studio pix, DAMN! Diz week got so many things to do... Maybe I will collect it next 2 week lah, then can do my facial treatment too... Well, i need to pampered myself seriously, I do feel the pressure about the wedding stuff. But at the same time, Im happy that finally I want settled down with someone that really loving, caring & cherish every bits of me. It's a dream come true to be my charming prince :)

I love you sayang~ Anyway, hubb I love the watch so much... :) Everyday I keep playing with it, so nice to have a proper watch.. hahaha~ Seriously, I never had a proper watch b4... I always buy the bracelet watch type.... Now, finally I got a proper lady watch..Thanx to my hubby! Well, can only wear it after the wedding thou' coz it's parts of the hantaran gift... so got to WAIT again~ haiz boring!!!! Everything got to WAIT!!! want to wear my big D CANnot, gold bracelet CANnot, makeup all CANnot...

HAIZzz! talking about makeup, Hubb & i were at bugis OG we were just look see- look see for my makeup set... And we were standing looking at E.A counter and the makeup set were reasonable price. I don't really wear that E.A makeup, but for the hantaran I just ask hubb to buy it for me... Coz they look nice but I don't know if it suitable for my skin... the sales lady was so generous she knows that we getting it for the hantaran (apparently she say most "malay couple" brought it for hantaran)and she give me extra full size lipstick, double color eyeshadow, perfume sample, extra lip liner .... Wahh, so nice of her!... Now all the necessary hantaran gifts have "almost" complete... Arghh~ Really can't wait to use all of them...!!!

okay, getting sleepy & tired now... Waiting for hubby calls, but i don't think he will call coz it already past 104o now.. He's sleeping now...

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Just one more step....

Haizz... Im not in the mood to blog today. I felt so restless & tired (yawning). I just want to update about my B.W.E... Last saturday hubby & i went to APKIM to attend M.C class (Mariage Course lah, heehee..) It was really special moment for us :)

I was quite nervous to attend the course. (scare if we got a fierce ustaz, hahah!) Fortunately, we got a nice humble ustaz (Hmm,forgot his name) At first, I was a bit uncomfortable because it was kind of awkward looking at each other.

During the course the ustaz asked hub, "do you sincerely love kamariah?", "is she the one for you?" And hubby replied," Yes, I'm sure." It was so emotional for me to hear that from hubby. And what more emotional when the ustaz said that, "I can see that you (hubb) sincerely loves her and I want you to loves her now & only death do both of you apart. (Insyaallah). I can see that both of you suitable for each other." :) Aww~ "Only death do us apart" (that's mine favourite poem) Then suddenly the ustaz asked me," Awak nie arab?" I was surprised by his question. So I answered him that I'm malay jer not arab. He said that I have that looks... (maybe it's mine sharp nose ya) hehehe....

It was really good experience & better knowledge for us to know about marriage. The family planning, budget planning, prayer, emotional, intimacy :) heehe~ I was a bit shy when the ustaz touch on this sexual topic, heehee~ very detail ya.... Anyway, the most I enjoyed is the "nikah practise" hubby was abit nervous (eventhough it just a acting) Well, hubby just need more practise ya :) hahaha... but after 2,3 times handshake he did quite good thou'. And the most funniest parts is when the ustaz keep forgetting the mahr, heehee~ Everytime when he said, "Aku nikah kan dikau dengan kamariah bte abd rahman dengan emas khawin nya.... ahhh anu, hmm beraper?" then both of us replied, "satu set barang kemas". Not once, but 5 or 6 times we have to remind him about the mahr. heehee~ he's cute though'

Anyway. it was a long day for us. After the session with ustaz, we went for the group discussion with 4 other couple. The same things but much more relax, fun & less intense. Finally after 3.5hrs discussion, we received our "passport" :) yay~ hurray!

Message for Hubby: What I want for my birday is....??.... you can see the answer below :) heehee..Mmm, so you know what to do right....?? heeeheeAnd finally, I got some pix to update...

These are mine lil' sweety-pie.... Aliya Lashirah 3yr old, & Ayra Shahirah 1yr old. Aww~ I love both of them :) Look at them, they've grow so much.... Aliya is so clever now, she knows how to recite surah, numbers, words.... I'm so proud of her. And ayra, she is so cute & playful! ! I love hugging her :) Miss you lil devil....

Yesterday is history, today is present, tomorrow is mistery...

Hey der.... I felt so happy to spend my day with hubby on my BDAY. Well, I can say that I'm touch & glad to see that he make an effort to rush back from his camp to fetch me back on my Bday... Awww! Swweety you shldn't have to do that :) ....( Pity my hubby, I hate seeing him carry that big bulky heavy bag...) Hubby, sms me @ very last min that he wants to celebrate my Bday on friday instead of sat...

He wanted to treat me mine favourite Crayfish Pasta & he want to be with me on mine birthday :)) Isn't he sweetzz??... For the last 2 years, I don't really celebrate coz hubby wasn't around. (Only my client brought me alot of junky chocolates & alot of surprises.) So diz year is a PAY-BACK time for hubby... Haahaha~

Anyway, I meet hubby in the train. When I was in the train, I saw someone in there too. Well, I know her but.... I just walk-in & keep a distance seat from her. (Someone back in sch days...~) Hmm, I didn't notice her after dat coz I was too busy showing my presents to my hubby.... I received a Godiva chocolatier from my client again, & alots lots of chocolates from them. Hubby couldn't wait to taste the Godiva Choco (so I have to feed him in the train... hahaha~) and he LOVES it of coz! Expensive chocolates!.... Anyway, when we alight the train, hubby saw someone that he knew. (I didn't notice thou'...~well how shld I put dis....) Okay, put it diz way... Just now was the wife, now her's hubby..... It's a friend of mine, but we didn't keep in touch anymore....

Back to my birthday celebration with hubby...

I enjoyed the crayfish pasta & mussle creamy cheesy so much :) & the moment was so special... Hubby treat me like a lil princess...Sweetzz :) he brought me 2 pair of shoes and I simply love it!! yay~ Thankz darling, I really appreciate ur special surprise :) Muakzz!!! mUakzz!!~

And before I end my lil update.... Just can't help it!!!~ I'm going to get hitch in 100 days!!! hahah~ Most of the preparation is almost complete, I guess... ( need to check the list again...) I think I shld put my list in my blog, hmm good ideas I think... coz I keep losing my notes everywhere I paste.... (Thks to ayra, aliya....)

Okay dear... I need to knock-out myself now...

Zzzzzzzz......ZZzzzzzz~

Beautiful day for me....

Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me...Happy BIRTHDAY To me!

yay~ Oh I love dis moment so much :) and what special dis yrs?........ Hubby is here with me to celebrated... Last 2 yrs, he was @ Brunei and I don't really enjoy my birthday though. but dis yr, it means alot to me! My wish has come true... I'm soon-to-be married @ age 2*!yay~ not too young, not too old to settled down. I would say just nice age to get married. Hmm..... I told hubby not to get me anything, coz I want him to save up first. Now is not the time yet to celebrate with gifts. Our main target, is the WEDDING, of coz.... Maybe juz a dinner will do, a romantic dinner of coz right darling? ;p

Anyway, have you guys catch a TV Ads "Imperfection is Perfect"? (the wife giving a say to her hubby's funeral, the snoring, wind action ) You know, everytime I saw that TV ads, it will remind me of my future with hubby. I was in the train thinking about our differences. And here are the top 12 differences:

No. 1: TICKLE~Gentel (heehee, notti2...*blushing)
Hubby: Loves to gentel a tissue into a tiny headed worm to dig his ears (FYI: he hates cotton bud, another words he enjoys more tickling his ears than digging) Haiz* One words to describe dis is "WEIRD".
Mee: I loves to gentel my lil' sexy dude :)) heehee.... (Sound so scandal sey! Sorry hubby, he is your replacement during the LONELY NITE, hahaha~) I can kiss him, hug him, sleep with him, and put him on top on my face while Im sleeping.. It's mine bantal gentel!!!... haha, smell nice okay! even hubby kinda like it, coz my bantal gentel will make you sleepy ;p (Special ingredient added, all preserved of coz...hahaha~)

No.2: Wasabi anyone?
Hubby: L.O.V.E it!!
Mee: H.A.T.E it!!

No.3: Sambal belacan... Telur pinang....
Hubby: Doesn't know how to eat it...(eventhough, I've teach him, hide the belacan in the rice. Heehee!) Now, hubby enjoys the telur pinang since last 2 weeks @ larkin (boiled egg wih herbs)

Mee: Love it with the ayam lemak chili padi or with nasi padang. Yummy~ Telur pinang, is just like tibits to me ;-p Simply delicious!!

No.4: Direction.... Left/Right?
Hubby: Passed. Dat's why he can drive...
Mee: Failed. heehee... Syg, which one is RIGHT? Hahah~

No.5: Pineapple
Hubby: Love the juice...
Mee:NO THANK YOU!

No.6: Doctor....
Hubby: Hates to see doctor, not to mention medicine.... I have to force him, scold him, nagging at him just to make him eat panadol... Gee~~
Mee:I loving it!!! The words "DOCTOR" means "MC" for me... hahaha~ Medicine wise, im quite okay lah... I will follow what the doctor have given me to take, as long I got my off, well-rested :)

No.7: Fish or Chicken?
Hubby: Chicken, yess! Fried, cook, BBQ, & the chicken butt. Love it ALOT!........ Fish? No thank you....
Mee: Love fish, especially with sweet n sours.... Yummy~ Chicken, okay2 but NOT THE BUTT! I hate the chicken butt, puke~

No.8:Toilet Time
Hubby: He can sit there for ages, waiting for "it" to come....
Mee: I will call hubby's hp if I need to pee @nite time. I will make hubby to keep me accompany by talking to me, (so when the cicakz hear my voice dey will start to hide, datz my theory you see... heehee) if hubby is unlucky he will get a heartattack, coz sometime notti cicak appear somwhere you see... It will just trigger me, and i will scream, AHHHHHhhhhh~~!!!!CicakkKKKK!~ heeeheeeven dad will wake up ;p (sometime is false alarm, it's just a rubber band I step on)

No.9: Pets
Hubby: He loves all cute pets. Eg. hamsters to CATS.
Mee: ALL THE ABOVE-MENTION. SCARE!

No.10: Gaming-strike
Hubby: LOVE GAMES... Computer games, Psp etc
Mee: It's always end before starting. Games-dummy. heehee

No.11: New Gadgets
Hubby: He will get excited when he saw new gadgets, especially latest handphone. He loves touch-screen mobile.
Mee: Boring, dunno how to use touch-screen... Phone is phone wat! Can call, msg, camera, music.... Im happy with it.

No.12: Crossing the road
Hubby: No problem... anywhere can cross.
Mee: I will scream before I cross the road.... One word to describe "RETARDED" hahaha~ Im scared okay!

Hmm, I think it's true that if the couple have alot of common is kinda of boring... but in a another side of it you'll enjoy doing it together. Like us, we loves watching sports, shopping & surfing the net... This is how we'll enjoyed our weekend.... Anyway, I believe life isn't perfect sometime it will turn out to be what you unexpected. And that's make your life more interesting :)

Olrite, lastly.... Happy Birday To Meee :)

Cheers baby!

Hey,it's April!...

Yayy!~ I LOVE APRIL ~xMuakzx

It's April now... diz wonderful month means alot to me :)

Firstly...we have already REGISTERED @ ROMM!! Yay!!~ I was abit nervous when we were Q up @ the counter. (Heehee~ I guess it's normal right?)Well, while waiting for our turn, I don't know why I felt so touch & sad. I just can't believe that I'm getting married soon, and hidayat is my soon-to-be my hubby.

I'm really thankful to allah swt for sending him for me as my soon-to-be lawfully hubby. But how i wish i could share diz wonderful moment with my dear mum. I wish she is there with me. Deep in my heart, asking myself, "Why mum can't wait for our wedding?" She will be happy smiling at us, looking at me and will say diz to hubby,"Yat, jaga kamaria baik2 eh?" and "Yah, jgn bully yat, sayang die sorg aje." Those words is still fresh in my mind till now. ~I love you mum :'( yah, rindu mak.........(*sob) Well, I know my mum will be very happy for me... That's for sure, i know :)

After we have registered our marriage, we went to JB. I want to tailor made my lace for my wedding dress, the tailoring cost quite cheap lah . Hopefully, she will do it nicely coz that lace cost hubby a BOMB!!@# we brought it from Jakeal, and it cost about RM600!!!Geeee~ I can't believe that hubby willing to buy it for me. Hmm, i hope it will suit me well for the dinner session @ hubby's side. Well, thanks darling for the lace, muakx!

Anyway, secondly, it's my birthday month (gee~im just getting more "mature" now)....hmm, I'm not looking forward for my bday though~ heehee!! And finally, marking on the date of 23rd april is soon to be my 100 days counting down to my beautiful dreamz wedding :)) yay! (ya, baby im super xcited now~) wooHOOO!

Well, I just couldn't help it to show how excited i am now. (eventhough, i still got a few more mth) but it simply super excited for me at the same time I AM VERY NERVOUS!! if you ask me why i can't give you the answer though~ it's just a feeling that you will get once you at diz stage. I always wonder how much my life will change when I'm married. Will I be a good wife and good mum? How cute my child will be...? Can I support my kids with alots of love & joy? So many ???Q?? runs thru my mind when I started couning down the days...

Insya'allah, I pray that I'm strong enuff to carry all the responsibilities & provide good life for my future kids benefits. Now, I really admire my parents for the love, care & the foods on the table that they provide me since young, alhamdulilah, amin.

Now it's my turn to take the next step of my life story... A daughter, a wife, a mother & grandma. (dat'z scary ya) Hmm... Life is short, let's make it more interesting & meaningful memories to be written in your heart diary :)

My advance bday wish is.... :)

.............................................S/3C/RE/T............................... *wink*

I can't wait to meet hubby this thursday, hmm... on friday we heading to JB again! :) yay!~

alright, that's all folks! getting tired....

See ya....

Kiss kiss baby...

Strike-out the long list....

TaDAA~~!! Look @ my latest blog header!!!....

(dat'z the most gorgeous couple of the year, heehee)

That's our photostudio pix, unedited by stylebridal. Honestly I think they don't have much to edit our original pix. All the pix looks awesome, and we just love the moment together doing the indoor & outdoor shootz. I love that pix so much, you can see we look alike. (AWw, sweetz) Even my sis told me, we resemble so much, it's like a beautiful match made in heaven. And I have to agreed :) what do u think....?? Yess, right...? Well, I'm truly glad that I found my dearest hubby as my soulmate :) (Geee~ I can't wait for our wedding day, seriously!) ........

Anyway, we've selected all the bestest & nicest dress in the collection

( well, it took us 4 hrs to decide~ hahaha)

Poor my bridemaid, she got to be the judge for our decision & keep remind us what color not to pick or else we will blend in with the dias. hahaha~ Well, at least now we already pick our dress & i felt so much relieved :)) ( lesser things to think now)

I still can't believe that we took 4 hours to pick 4 dresses plus one tailor made dress.!!~ Hahaha~ Anyway, there was 4 couple choosing @ the same collection, but they can decide faster than us. It's like they took about 15min to decide on 1 cloth without trying it, of coz. Well, my hub will asked me to try on and see if it's good on me. And if it looks good on me he will try it on too.

And that's went on for 4 hours! We changed and put on another dresses ( I think we try most of the collection , heehee)(Sampai dpt gelaran from the asst "Pengantin Paling Rajin") Than, my hubb was telling me that he saw the other couples were checking on us. (the bride will give that jealous look ) i wonder why... Hmm~ Hubb, was telling me that even the guys was looking us. The others 4 couple, abit more sihat2 lah so the bride have no choice but to take the "exclusive collection" for their sizes. (pay more of coz) So Im lucky that I can wear most of the dress in the regal package. And I look gorgeous with any of the awesome dresses, and hubb always got praises from the pakcik & my bias bridemaid. (Arghh~) He looks good in everything, very charming eventhough he cute lil botak... heehee~ Opps! MAChoO lah~ Hahah..

So after choosing the dresses, the asst took our measurement... I was abit scare to see my body measurement. Hubb, went first to take his measurement, of coz. When it's my turn, my feet just went cold. (Doa maha doa seh) I tried not to peek when she taking my measurement, but when come to my waist line she say it out, "pinggang ahh, 27inch" I just couldn't believed what she just said. So i look at the paper that she wrote. Yess, it's 27" waistline!!! I jump and pull hubb's hand. HAHAHA~~I just couldn't believed it. Finally it's 27inch!!!! No wonder, I can fit most the collection there. Hubby was so proud of me, only hubb knows how much pain I went thru' to lose my weight gain. It's finally paid off, and I really want to maintain till my wedding day. (Pls pray for me ya :) haiz.... Can't wait for my biggest beautiful wedding day......

Striking-out more from our wedding list, we just booked our pre-marriage course yesterday. We took the one day course bcoz we are both lazy to attend 2 days course. Wahlau so expensive ya, $300 per couple~ Well, it better be good lesson for both of us, coz it's so "peng" (Thai words). haizZZ~ So now, just to attend the course, collect card, etc.... (never ending list...haizzz~)

Oh btw, hubb's SAF captain called him yesterday from Brunei. Hubb's was surprised when he called him. He heard that he's getting married, so he asked the date. So hubb told him lah, then he suddenly asked him is it okay for him to be our photographer for his profolio. (he actually a professionel photographer in national geographic mag) but we already got our photographer. Then, he told hubb he going to resign SAF soon in June so he want to set up his own studio for bridal. And he proposed to use our wedding picture for his first set profolio (BEST RIGHT?) And the best part is he'll be doing it FOC for us. He will give us the picture for free, but he will use our picture for the profolio. Wahhh~ ade jugak org nk sponsor kite eh,heehee... Well, both of us agreed lah but now we got 3 photographer pulak... hahaha~ Confirm penat senyum :))

I just really can't wait till the wedding day :)) Yippee!

Cheers baby

(Grumpy) Arghh, I tink I gained some weight or is it water retension? or is it i felt guilty of having dat "WANT WANT crackers" just now??...

hmm, I just scared that I gained weight coz tmr need to meet up kak yatee to select the wedding dress & pay her 1k still got balance of $500 which i will pay on July for the final fitting. Actually, we are late for the baju selection coz hubby & i was busy with our invitation card, tailor made our dress, buying our bedroom set and all others stuff. So tmr we'll meet her and she will take our measurement and standby the dress for us.

I'm so freaking out, or maybe i just felt gulity of eating something just now. ~Siao Liao~
btw, the total package was 2.2k just for the actual day with Ratuwedding. Oh ya, we already did our photostudio. I request from my Stylebridal to spare us some of the pix but dey haf not edit them yet.I haf some of the unedit pix coz our intial plan was to put our pix on the card. (but dat idea was scrap later) Coz I actually prefer the emboss hard cover type than the soft cover.

Well, can't wait till my wedding cards ready for collection.... Yay!!~ I can't believe I'm getting married! Olrite I hope I can fit those small fitting dresses or else Im gonna SCREamMMM!!


Will keep you update okay...

Cat & Dog Fightz in my room!

Damn! Wat a day to start!...You know, I got a habit of withdraw cash from my saving and kept it in my spare purse and place it inside my drawer coz im so lazy to Q up @ the ATM. Well, I always standby the cash with me in case i need to pay for anything. So just now I thotz of paying the visa bill, & .... SH*T! Where the hell is my purse?!

I can't find my burberry purse in my drawer!!! Oh my god, im going to cry my heart out! @#$% I pull out my dressing drawer, throw out all my stuff on the floor... IT WASN'T DER! I jump up on my bed and searching thru' all my pillow, in case i just slip it in my pillow case (which i never done b4) and nothing found!
My heart beating so fast i start to panic & imagine what if... I ACCIDENTALLY THROW IT AWAY?!!~ Arghhh!!! I'm gonna find it no matter what. It's a matter life & dead for me! it's not a small amount in that purse, a few thousand inside for my bridal, cards, tailoring & all others wedding expenses. It's ALL IN THAT PURSE! I sit infront of my TV console, pull all my arts beads boxes and all the rubbish inside that rack...NOTHING AGAIN! DAMN IT!!~ then here come my dad, asked me what am i searching for, I just want to ignored him. Coz I know if i told him i lost my $$ he will nag @ me instead of helping out. So I told him I lost my key, & yet he still nag @ me for being so careless...

HAIZ~ thkz for unwanted pressure nagging~~ (Sigh) I try the other side of the console, where all my wedding items kept in, my jewelery, ring, hubby's watch, his ring,the perfume set etc etc... i open up all the paper bag juz to make sure I didn't miss out. Only God knows how freaking out I was. Nothing was there too.

I try to calm down myself, and i can't even breathe. I close my eyes to relax ( well, trying to scan thru' all my stuff wit my eyes close, AS IF! haha ) i slowly pull out all the photo album section, and TADA!~ the purse just slip out from nowhere!! I almost wanted to scream out loud. I grab my burberry purse and hug it to my heart. It's like I just found a winning lottery ticket, haha~ JACKPOT! ~

Thank goodness, i found it or else i just don't know where to find dat 5k in 4 month...(ya, unless i don't eat, i walk to work, no shopping for @ least 2mth) I felt so relieved. And the funniest part of my miserable day was.... when my dad saw me sitting down hugging the purse to myself, he asked," Dat ur purse, haf you found ur key yet? nxt time put inside ur bag don't anyhow put" I just smiled at him. heehee~ Notti me!

Anyway, my entire room was totally in a mess... It's like a cat & dog fighting ring, Geee!~ so scary HAHAH~Haiz~i need to clean up all the mess later. Goshh~ dat's gonna take 1 or 2 hr, DAMN! Oh yes, i finally found my M.I.A memory card got alot of my pix w/ hubby during the countdown time. Will load some later lah~


Cheers baby~

Deeper in my heart

Hey baby,

Can't believe that i have stop blogging for a long time....

Well, alot of "things" happened to me since last november 08 and it was expected, unexpected, stress and hurts. And I hate to recall those sadden moment I went thru alone dealing with my emotional stress.

My 2008 year ended with alot of tears. I can't tell to anyone coz it involved family & someone that i care most.... So things get worst for me, i was totally depressed and suffering from emotional break down. I don't trust anyone and i don't share it even with my fiance.

For almost 2 mth, I had a sleepless nite. It was unbearble for me, and it effects my work too. I decided to seek some advise from doctor. I was given a medicine for daily intake before bed time for a month. Alhamdullilah, it helps me to relax & now i felt better & no longer taking the medicine.

Things does happened for a reason, and I hope that I will move on my life peacefully...

Thankfully, I still have someone to loves me & understand my feeling. That will be mine loving, sayang. He is the one who pull me thru all the break down moment eventhough he don't understand the whole situation. Thank you my dear for loving me.

Well, I believe it's better to treasure & appreciate the person who loves you rather than the person that you loved...

Now, I just pray for the happiness & love for my family especially to my dearest dad. He is suffering from kidney failure and now on medication, and i hope he will get well soon & be there with me to celebrate my beautiful day which is my wedding dis year...

Oh btw, i would like to officially announce that I'm getting hitched to my dearest fiance, Hidayat, in 144days to count down, insya-allah. I'm truly glad that everythings wents smoothly for us, now just waiting for our big wedding day & it's hubby's birday too. It's a DOUBLE of happiness!!

Bridal, photographer, catering, honeymoon booking, bedset, gifts, invitation cards etc...etc... all done except maybe next mth we'll be going to ROMM.

Hubby, doesn't have time coz he is now on training so abit difficult for us to go there. But Im really glad that he got really stable job now. At least I don't have to worry about his career for now. And Im really proud of him, he is really hard-working. He really cares about our future, he wants us to have comfortable life. Insya-allah, Im sure he will make it. Amin.

Lastly, I hope the wedding willl go smoothly as planned. I looking forwards for my honeymoon so much, really need the break from all the preparation stress that i had. My hubby really wants us to have a great & beautiful memories of our honeymoon and he decided to booked a royal deluxe suite for the 5 days trip. Im sure we will have a wonderful time there :)

Well, i really can't wait to spent the rest of my life with him... Aww..~Sweetz! Anyway, to all my fellas out there, whom we have lost touch for long time & want to come to our most happiness day reception, please do drop me your hp number/ ur address @ my email: babyzdk@hotmail.com or you can reach me @ my mobile 9005-6947.

(Yawning) my eyes is getting lazy now. I think I should stop now, before my eyes refused to shut later.

I GOT NARUEPOL BOXING SHORT!!!!.....

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT MYSELF....

I'm holding NARUEPOL personal boxing short! (slap me plsss, or just punch me on my face) hahah~ Gosh! I can't believe he REALLY did gave me his short.... I tot my client, moky, was joking around with me. I told him that I want his autograph on his boxing short, AND I WANT THE UNWASHED BOXING SHORT! Coz I want to have his smell it. HAaahaahhaa~ So just now when he reached, he give me the blurr look and a evil smile. I was waiting for him to give me his boxing short. When he unzipped his bag pack, I quickly hand over me some muay thai T-shirt only. So I tot he must be joking about the unwashed short. But when he saw my face abit dissappointed, he quickly hand over the " NARUEPOL LUCKY BOXING SHORT" to me. I was shocked and I scream,"MOKY!!!!!THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!"It's naruepol's boxing short, he wore it during the training before the nite match with soren @ Jurong sport complex. He did write his name on it it spell "NARUEPON" so now I know the correct spelling of his name. Aww he's so cute....

I think he didn't know how to sign in english word. So he just follow his short name except instead of "NARUEPOL" he wrote " NARUEPON". Well ladies, you gals should be JEALOUS of ME coz normally he WON'T GIVE IT TO ANYONE except MEEee... Only Ms K get his limited edition unwashed boxing short....HAhAHaha~ I still can smell the boxing balm or is it vaseline?... the mint smell was so strong, I can't even smell his sweat on it. Hahaha~ and when I touched the short, it have that minty feeling too... Juz imagine if I TOUCH his body.... Muz be very minty,cooling, sexy feeling...Ouchh~ hahhahah~Wow! I like.... :-p