I GOT NARUEPOL BOXING SHORT!!!!.....

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT MYSELF....

I'm holding NARUEPOL personal boxing short! (slap me plsss, or just punch me on my face) hahah~ Gosh! I can't believe he REALLY did gave me his short.... I tot my client, moky, was joking around with me. I told him that I want his autograph on his boxing short, AND I WANT THE UNWASHED BOXING SHORT! Coz I want to have his smell it. HAaahaahhaa~ So just now when he reached, he give me the blurr look and a evil smile. I was waiting for him to give me his boxing short. When he unzipped his bag pack, I quickly hand over me some muay thai T-shirt only. So I tot he must be joking about the unwashed short. But when he saw my face abit dissappointed, he quickly hand over the " NARUEPOL LUCKY BOXING SHORT" to me. I was shocked and I scream,"MOKY!!!!!THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!"It's naruepol's boxing short, he wore it during the training before the nite match with soren @ Jurong sport complex. He did write his name on it it spell "NARUEPON" so now I know the correct spelling of his name. Aww he's so cute....

I think he didn't know how to sign in english word. So he just follow his short name except instead of "NARUEPOL" he wrote " NARUEPON". Well ladies, you gals should be JEALOUS of ME coz normally he WON'T GIVE IT TO ANYONE except MEEee... Only Ms K get his limited edition unwashed boxing short....HAhAHaha~ I still can smell the boxing balm or is it vaseline?... the mint smell was so strong, I can't even smell his sweat on it. Hahaha~ and when I touched the short, it have that minty feeling too... Juz imagine if I TOUCH his body.... Muz be very minty,cooling, sexy feeling...Ouchh~ hahhahah~Wow! I like.... :-p

So near yet so far....NARUEPOL!!!

Gosh! I can't believe myself too. Naruepol is here in the town now. AND I ALMOST MEET HIM BY A MISS!!! Can you imagine that??? I met his trainer @ my workplace, and the trainer was so charming & VERY FRIENDLY....And I LOVE his light brown eyes... wooohhOOo~ When I saw him wearing the "CONTENDER" shirt, I was so shocked. I tot it could be Naruepol. Soren or yoddy. So I went up to him, and I smiled and asked,"Are you one of the fighters tonite?" Then, he smiled at me and said that he's the trainer for fairtex fighters. I was so gaga when he said that. I asked him, did any fighters followed go shopping with him. He told me that all the fighters are preparing for the tonite match. I just couldn't believe it I keep on talking to him for 10-20 min. Hahaha~ I asked him, about my hero "NARUEPOL". He told me that Naruepol is very good looking,have nice body and very tall. Many girls in Thai, loves him. He got alot of girls fans, back in thailand. When he said that, I shamlessly said, "I'm his BIGGEST CRAZY FANS in singapore" HAHAHhahah~ I told him Naruepol is so "law mak, chan rakk khun mak" and he laughed. I was so super EXCITED to know that he is very handsome in person. hahahHAHA~ Then suddenly, he asked me " Are you Ms K?" I was stunned. I asked him how he knows my name. He show me my name card, he told me my client, Moky, give it to him. SO SUPER BESTLAH~

So he ordered some stereo system and need it to be shipped to Phuket. After long convrsation, I tot he was the corner man. Finally I came to know that he's the owner of the PHUKET MUAY THAI GYMN. No wonder he can pay in cash for the stereo. So after settle the payment, I asked him a favor I wanted naruepol autograph. He said," No problem, I will get it for you and pass it to Moky." HAHAHAhah~ He even offered me to meet up naruepol personally @ his hotel. They stayed at Swisshotel, he even show me his room # in case I went there just mention his name and room #. Goshhh!!! Nasib baik aku nie dar tunang, klw tdak mmg siang2 dar cabot gi tgk die.... HAHahahah~

Sealed with alotz of LOVE, LOVE, LOVE

More... more... more...They asked!

AiyooOOO!!

diz whole week is the most busiest week in my entire life. Ytdy all my sibling gather @ abah's house to discuss my big wedding plan. Hubby was there too, he was quite tense to hear what my side gonna do on our wedding day... hehehe,tension abis, seram dok! mcm2 dorg nk...Leh jadi gadoh dok!...Hahha, I wonder who's wedding is that???....Sape yg nk kawin eh? Is it me or them....?? hahaha~

but finally we manage to make a decision on my wedding theme, location, dress color, and etc etc.....And at least hubby also voice out what he wants for our wedding color theme... But that will be confirm later, bcoz we have to meet kak putri for more advice after hari raya... DUhhh!! so many things to take consideration... You cant make your own decision alone, you must listen to both side point of view and try to make the "right choice" to finalised.Senang ckp semua nk kena KIV lah. Anyway diz is family affair too so everything need to be flexible though... Takot je dorg ni kecik hati if we didn't take their good advice. Hmm.... Penat lah....So many question and answer session drives you nuts!!!! My sis & ipar pulak drill me abis-abisan she wants me to sponsor them "Family theme baju"... klw 10 buck okay jugak nie each of them 100?! Pesan sey... Kak Lin, Kakbedah and my sis.... plus all the small ones too?~! BANKRUPT AUNTY YAH!!!!.... aku rela tk kawin....hahahHAHA~ Cam nk amik MC jer bsok, like get knock-out punch on my face! Susah betol lah nk uat wedding, nk pakai baju same2 lah, kasut same2 lah, hand bag pun nk same2.... Nasib baik baju dlm tkle show off, klw tdak.... SURELY DIE ONE!!....Gosh,Im getting married but all my family member is getting super excited till it just drives me nuts and almost unconscious myself by just listening to them. See how good they are?... Skill abis kan, tkpayah pukul ckp je i leh pesan sendiri... hahaha~ but it's good lah we can at least give in each other well, especially hubby. HE 'S THE MAN! COOL abis.... hahaha... tapi dlm hati only I know beta :)) Dun worry dear, We will go thru' this hard time together. Just keep doing what you good at.....just keep on SMILing !!

hehehe...

Sealed with alotz of Joy & Happiness

Busy...Busy...Busy...........

*sIgn*

bz...bz...bz....bz......bzZZ!!!

Arghh~ Im really stress with so many things in mind. Wad happen if I feel stress? I EAT MORE AND I FELT SO BLOATED NOW!!!!... Im so upset!

HaizzzzzzzzZZZZZZ~

So many things need to be done, the hari raya stuff, my wedding planning (which is half way done), daddy's medical appointment, etc... Haiz~ Thank god, I have settle my bridal booking which turn out to be a unexpected chinese bridal company. I don't know why but I fall in love with their portfolio. And their dress collection which include the traditional mly costume was totally IMPRESSIVE & AWESOME BEB!! Makeup wise is done by their in-house professionel makeup artist & I can say that not that bad like wayang pek-gee. Hehe~ The whole package cost me 4k consist of studio & 2 outdoor photoshooting with alots of freebies included, and she requested to use OUR PHOTO for advertising for their booth display, muka poster sey :)) hahah, Super duper exciting right???.... She told us that we are the most perfect couple. Both of us is good looking couple. I got a pretty princessa look, hubby is very charming. Hahah, tkle angkat sey ;) well, nothing is free in this world... I said yes, BUT I want a free family photoshoot for 2 family at the studio itself. GUESS WHATT!?... SHE AGREED! muahAHAHA~ see that?... I know how to make good deal with manager. Beraper lama aku training, hahaha~

So after CNY, I will be doing all the photoshooting at the studio and outdoor. We have 2 outdoor location photoshoot, hubb & I have not decided which place to shoot. I keep changing my mind. We wanted the modern look and the vintage romantic location. Not sure where yet, but I will ask my chanel photographer buddy, where is the best and the most memorable place to shoot. heehee~ he shld know beta ya, so we must ask the expert 1st. So now I left with the Catering & Dais stuff , my brader have already contact his frenz, PU3 Catering, we managed to book them. We are really DAMN lucky, coz that month they have left only 1 MORE SLOT which is taken by us now. But I need to change the Dais, not to my taste lah.. I think I will sign for the SILVER PACKAGE from them. We'll see how it goes lah. We will meet up kak putri after Hari raya to settle the menu, decoration, dais etc..etc....Hmm, so when is my wedding date? Okay let me tell you, it gonna be.......SECRET ok!?, heehee....~ Maybe after the CNY I will gladly inform you guys lah. Dun wori okay :) Anyway, Im still hunting for Video person. Haiz.... Dunno where to get also..... Never mind, still got many month to go :) still got time lah...

I just can't wait for December!!! That's when I can do all the SHOPPING SPREE~ YahhoooOOO! ILOVEDECMBER!! got super long list to spend~

now........... still bad news........... still got to SAVE UP!!!~ DAMx it! boring~~

Sealed with Flying Kisses, Huggies & alotz of Love
xXMuaks!Xx

If only I could....

..... turn back time....

(this is what I felt now, but I got no one to impress my feeling )

...This is truly from my Heart...

I would like to tell my mum that

how wonderful & greatest women she is...


....How much my love for her.

......How proud am I to have her as my mum.

........How much I love her cooking.

..........How much I miss to hug her.

....How much I miss her kisses.

...How much I love to make-up her.

........How much I miss her when Im at work.

.....How much I love to listen to her singing.

....How much I miss her voice when she recite Al-Qur'an.

.........How much I miss her calling my name.

.........How much I love her till now and forever............

Mum, I miss you so much. Yesterday was the most painful day for me to recall what had happened last year. I can't describe how painful it is. Every single last moment I had with you was the greatest minutes that I had in my entire life.

Now, all I can do is to pray for you. 1 year has passed, but I'm still struggling to move on without your tender, loving & care. The laughter that I show, The joy that I felt now, it's not the same that I used to feel when you were around. Deep inside my heart, no one knows how I felt. Sometime when I think of you, or look at your picture I didn't realised the teary droplet just rolling down my cheek. I just miss you so much...

Mum, Pls forgive me for all the sin that I have done since I were young till now. I hope I have given you the best moment in your life and I did make you proud for my previous achivement. You're the best mum I had, and no one can replace your sincere love for me. I love you, mum....

*sob*

Bismillah,
Ya Allah, Berikanlah keampunan, Keadilan, Ketenangan kepada Ibuda ku. Tempatkan lah roh nye di tempat orang yg beriman, orang yg engkau kasihi. Berikanlah belas kasihan mu kepada nye. Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku, Engkau jauh kan nye daripada azab api neraka, jauhan kan nye daripada seksaan api kubur. Ya allah ya tuhan ku, berikanlah beliau keampunan mu. Engkau lah Maha Kuasa, Maha yg Adil, Maha yg Penyayang. Amin.

Shall never be apart again...

Gosh! I can't wait till this 24th August.... (tmr, the next day, the day after tmr...) Wah like so long to wait..... heehee~

Finally, it's OVER!!! Time flies really fast... Hubby will be soon ORD in 2month time and no more seperation AGAIN! yippee~!!! It wasn't easy to be seperated in this way. We have to overcome all the difficulties thru' out our journey together with alots of patient & sacrifice were tested all the way. Alhamdulilah, we make it all the ups & down moment together.
I'M SO GLAD TO BE HIS FUTURE WIFEY :) *aww* Seriously, I felt so lucky to have hidayat my sweetest hubby as mine future husband. He is a hardworking, loving, so romantic, respect, understanding... and most of all he is VERY PATIENT & HIGH TOLERENCE guy. (heehee~he can tolerent all my nonsense moody bad attitude) What can I ask for more? He got everything that I'm looking for....


Hubb, I miss you so badly.... :( Wanna to hug you tightly & never ever let you go again!!! Hmm, 4 days to go, I can't tahan any more... REALLY!! When was the last time we talk?.... (can you remember?) Well, it was LAST MONTH and we talk on the phone for 20min and there it goes again.... !Fxxkxx DaMx Reception! I pissed off & GIVE UP! I think I tried to all him back like 100 times... and guess what? Not even ONCE, i just couldn't get thru'. I can't even wish him "Happy Birday", or " Happy National Day", Tell me what day did I MISSED??.... Father day?... heheh~ That one must wait till next year lah... hahaha~


Hubb, this year will be very meaningful for us to celebrate as "tunang".... which is so romantic rite... We will get the same color hari raya dress, break-fast together @ geylang, shopping for kuih... Then, we can have family gethering for our fixing wedding date..... Alot of things to discuss for our wedding. I will learn cooking from Ibu, well I will try to learn your favourite dish ;) Maybe 3 type of dishes lah, once I mastered the 3 dish then I see what else to cook,hahah~ Wahhh.... I'm super excited about the whole hari raya preparation!!!

Hope hub will call me soon... Oklah, need to hang up the cloth now. Just now, I cooked for daddy... I think he loves it that's why he asked me to cook tmr too... heehee~ Very busy today, haiz...

Love you sayang. I pray for your safety back in my arm once again :) Looking forward to spend our day as fiance & fiancee together this year :) Takecare my love...

Sealed with Alotz of Love & Hope...

Sweetest dream I had....

Finally my dream come true....


I always wanted to dream of my late mum. Not that I never had any dream with her, but today was totally a blessing day for me... Usually I dream, I went to the market with her, saw her praying @ her bedroom, saw her washing the dishes... Like she was a distance away from me. But today was really the most unforgetable dream i had. The best sweetest dream I had since she gone... Guess what?!.....


I WAS HUGGING HER AROUND MY ARM SO TIGHTLY, AND KISSING HER ALL OVER HER FACE.... I KEEP ON SAYING "Rindu nye yah kat mak, yah rindu nk peluk mak" She was smiling and keep on hugging me & my 2nd brader. Both of us was like fighting to hug her. heehee~

Then, I told her " Yah janji yah akan solat, mak jangan risau" When I told her that she looked into my eyes and smile, she kiss my forehead and hugged me. She then, whispered in my heart "Terima kasih yah. Mak bersyukur, mak dapat apa yang yah baca kan. Jaga abah, jaga diri...Mak selalu ader kat sini, panggil jer mak nanti mak datang..." Her lips didn't move but I hear that she whispering to me. Soon as she finished saying to me, I was awaked.

When I open up my eyes, I smiled. I thank Allah swt for that beautiful dream I had. I keep saying alhamdulilah she received what I had pray for her peace, forgiveness and happiness. I felt so amazing when I had this beautiful dream. It's like REAL! I can feel that I really hugged her and kiss her cheek. Well, when I awake I wasn't hugging anything so it couldn't be the bolster...hehehe~ But I was facing her picture that I put at the side of mine bed... I can feel her present when I woke up just now.

Im so happy and never felt so much better.... Knowing she is there for me, her happiness is mine greatest gift I ever had. I love you mum... Mum, pls pray for our forgiveness, safety and happiness. Thank you for loving till now. No matter how far you are, you will still be in my heart. I promise you mum. I truly sincerely happy for you there....

This 21 August marking her 1st yr memorial.... We have already planned to do kenduri for her. Hope everything goes well as planned. Insya'allah, amin.


Sealed with alotz of Love, Joy & Peace...

Update: Leo's Birday Party

Finally got some pix from my poor sis... Ya, she got some consipation problem lah (really bad though...) but now she's getting better... Eat more banana okay :) heehee~


Anyway, dat's the beauty of MINE elegant cake tier.... Aww~ so gorgeous rite? Yummy creamy cuppy cake.... Look @ the Strawberry shortcake, so nice rite..... And of coz I love the "3" candle that one I brought it especially for my lil alya.... See how sweet your aunty yah, not only sweet pretty also okay :)) hahaha~~

Simply Love it .... Love it... Love it..... (gosh! Diz cakes make me hungry!)

So many things to eat..... We got elcair puff, simply delicious! Special order home made Mee goreng by kak lin mum's cook. Cocktail done by my wonderful aunties (cocktail is MIA, not in the pix now) Hot dogs, nuggets, & sotong ball, were the hot demand by the little gangsters... They ate most of them, I think... coz the next round I wanted to take it's all GONE!!!!.....

Aww... see that lil princess.... Finally her candle blowing training, pay-off!! She did her VERY VERY BEST to blow the candle of coz with a lil help from atok & the right side of the cake was abit kinda wet too.... You know what I mean..... heehee~

Look how serious alya face, jaga2 air liur maintain eh....Hahah~



Diz is moa! with the extra background gang... Syakira Tango and Rusydi the rock! heehee....

Sealed with Alotz of Love & Happiness.....

Opps! I did it again...

Oppss!!... I did it again..... hehehe

~Im not going to say it now....hahaha~ Well, it always happened in August and I just dunno why

*wondering*

Im just gettin' bored and it happen when I watch something* something*.....~ And I *THOT* hey why not give it a try?...it will be so much fun! Without second *THOT* I did it again... ~hmmm~ Shit! Im dead for SURE! Im sure hub will pissed off with my notty itchy thotz. Hmm~ Hope hubby will forgive me diz time round...

~heehhee~ Notty lil' me :'p

Sweet Lovey Message for Hubby:

Bebe wanna say sorry, sorry, sorry X 1000,000 times.... Bee promise bebe won't do it again.... (~Haizz... Damn! I should have done earlier!! haha~) Bebe promise diz will be the last time, untill we get married okay..... :')

As for punishment, I'm giving you alotz* alotz* of kisses to makeup for my #!$%# sin~

...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~
...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~

...~muakz~...~muakz~ ...~muakz~...~muakz~ ...~muakz~...~muakz~
...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~
...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~...~muakz~

...~muakz~...~muakz~ ...~muakz~...~muakz~ ...~muakz~...~muakz~

Smile plsss.....Like diz lil fella :))

P .. E .. A .. C .. E.. ! P .. E .. A .. C .. E.. ! P .. E .. A .. C .. E.. !

Sealed with Full of Sin......

Babies LEO celebrating....

Happy Birday to hubby!!!...

Happy Birday to alya lashira!!!....

Happy Birday to kak lin!!!!!.....

Happy Birday to abah!!!!......

HAPPY BIRDAY TO YOU ALL!!!

....yay!~....

Yess..... I LOVE the PINKY party!!! Everything was in pink and i simply love it, love it.. The pinky party plate, the pinky cups, the pinky balloon deco, even the tablecloth in pink.... Not to mention the cupcakes & birday cakes in pinky too.. heehee~ The party was really awesome, it will be great if hubby is around. Too bad this year, we can't celebrate together again~sob~ Just look @ those pretty cuppy cakes.... It just make you hungry isn't it.....

The theme of the day.......Missy strawberry shortcake!!! Guest are required to wear pink, purple or white dress :)

As usual, ct and sista break the rules!!! But lilttle alya wouldn't mind since she got that BIG BARNEY..... Thks for that ugly purple dino ya! Litte alya loves it so much.... She drag it everywhere, and bring it to bed too. Hmm, muz be the barney starts to sing to her "I love you, you love me...blablablahblah....~" Geeeee~Btw, I will load the pix as soon as I get it from my sis. And for meantime, this pix taken on Ct's camera...

Anyway, I just so happy that the cakes tier manage to stand till the party over... Isn't it amazing?! I did that the cuppy tier stand by myself, okay... Ya I know it look like some kind of wedding tray stand. But hey, I did it with my bare hand ok... It just pop out from nowhere and WELLA!! I design it an most importantly is IT'S WORK!! Taaa daaa~yay!!!

I'm so creative right...haha~ My sis & bro told me that the tier is not strong lah, will drop off lah., unbalance lah, ugly lah.... So much of demoralised by them, it just drive me crazy!!! I just don't get it what and why they have to say it... *haizzz* Don't dare me okaay... So I wanted to prove them WRONG! & It's PROVEN! :)) see that!!...

And Well, it took me a week to make it work and to deco it. But it definately pay-off well on that day. It was a eye-catching stuff you see.... Magic!...

Haiz... I wish hubby were in this beautiful pix. But hey, what can I say...I was praying hard for him to be back on time, but it just won't happen... Ya, I did cried on his birday. I tried so hard to call him but damn the reception I just couldn't reach him. I felt so sad till now I still didn't get to wish him. Really upset though~ Hope he can receive my SMS and call me as soon as he read it. Haizz....

Message for my love:

Hubby, please call me if you happen to be online okay.... I just miss you so much!! I tried to call you so many time but it just couldnt get thru' I'm so upset & dissappointed. I know you are the 1st person to wish me on my birday.... And I wanted to do the same too, but..... * Sobb* Really upset though~

I wish I could fly over just to wish you, my love... *sobb.. sobb...* Anyway, it was such a waste that you wasn't around for that party... Everyone was asking for you, especially my aunty, CT, and of coz all the LEO babies too.... Especially the yummy creamy cupcakes, don't worry I have taken your share :') heehee~

Alright my love, promise me you will takecare of yourself :) No matter what, no matter how far we apart, you'll be always be deep inside in my heart. I will never let you go, this I PROMISE you. And always remember me in your sweetest dream...

I love you sayang.....

Time to change....

Hmm.. It have been quite a while that I don't blog. Diz month was terrible for me, haizz.... I've been sick since end of last month til last week of this month (you get what I mean?) heehee... tricky huh?... :) anyway, thank god now I felt much better. All the feverish things are finally over!!..yayyah~ I think the wisdom tooth stop growing or taking a break for now...heehee... But soon as I recovered, another sickness strike me again!!

OMG.... Haiz, I was down with food poisioning last sunday. It was really bad & extremely terrible.I woke up about 2 in the morning, and ran to the toilet and vomit.. It went on and on from 2AM till 6AM... Every 1/2 hour and I felt so giddy and almost wanted to faint. Damn!! The cramp was so bad and my tummy bloated, all I can do is take the painkiller and keep rolling on my bed. ~Sobb, really in pain!! It was so unbearable that I decided to go to the clinic before it gets worst.

And as usual Dr Wong will jab me at my ass AGAIN!!!.... PAIN IN THE ASS!!! Hahahah~ I just don't understand why he have to jab my butt. Previously, he did the same too...Hmmm~ (Something fishy huh~ maybe I got sexy butt? heehee) I felt so much better after the jab. So no more cramp and puking feeling now. But I'm still drowsy due to the medication that I have to complete it. Haizz...

Anyway, I thought of changing job... Hmm, I don't know why but I think I should make a move after working der for 2 miracle years. (~heehee,that's the longest job I can bear, the shortest was just A DAY!!...) Now I'm started to think for better job enviroment and more better pay cheque. :) Don't get me wrong, I love mine job now. It happened that sometime when my client told me that I should explore myself for more experience in different job scoop, it's just ring a bell to me. Well, I guess they're right. But isn't it a bad timing for now? Economic is really bad right now and finding a job will never be easy. Haiz... Hmm, I will decide as soon as I receive mine this year bonus... If 1month pay bonus, I tender mine contract as soon as possible...If double pay bonus, it will be fine and I will reconsider to tender.... If triple pay bonus, I would like to sign on another year, I guess.~heehee~ Will see how things change and goes ya....

Alright, my eyes just getting really sleepy now :) Btw, saturday about 2AM, hubby called me. It happened I was half asleep and I heared mine hp rang. And the 1st words I hear was, "Helo...Helo... Sayang, I miss you so much, I miss your laughter so much, Miss your kisses..." Aww, Hubby was so sweet, he told me that he misses me so much and he tried to call me but as usual the reception down,AGAIN!!... ~Aww... hubby you just melt me away~ I miss you too, hubby... Everynite, I pray for your safety, health and happiness....Wish you were here next to me now...


Haizz....


Hope you will be back here for your birthday next month.... ~cross mine finger~


Sealed with a lots of Hope & Happiness

Pull out the wise in me?

*Grumpy~.... I felt so sick and really bored with myself. I'm down with never ending feverish feeling, (thermometer random display 37.8, 37.2, 37.6...) Is dat consider fever? or is it normal? I can't remember normal temp, is it 36.8? ~I can't even think now~ haiz.. It started since last 2 week, I got sudden toothache. I thought it was nothing,but it began to get worst the next day.

Gosh!! mine whole teeth start to ache so much. ~I wish I could pull out all of them!~ It hurt so much and I can't stand the aching. I got bad headache, endless fever.... I suspect the wise in me starts to grow. So I went to raffles medical clinic for monthly check up and I asked Dr. Wong about the teething thing. After he checked and look at my record, he asked "Let me see, how old are u?" "Huh, you're 23 and yet you don't have 32 tooth? you only have 28 tooth"...."I think it grow under your gum, it's normal to have slight fever due to wisdom growing". I replied, "What?!... NoWay!I got wisdom tooth, growing under mine gum!?" Damn, I'm so freaking scared. No surgery for me pls....

No wonder I keep having sensitive tooth when I took a cold drinks. Dr.Wong told me maybe the tooth root hit one of the nerve, that's why I got bad headache everyday. So he suggests that I should go for dental check up, maybe X-ray would be good. Haiz... That's cost alot of money! Hmm... Maybe I should visit mine distance uncle, Dr. Johan @ Toa payoh. But I'm so LazZzzy to make a appointment ~Scare lah if kena surgery!!!~ arghh... ~in pain now~ Maybe I just wait till hubby is back, so he can help me ~answer all calls, and massage my head~ Hubby... baby misses you so much, need you to massage my head... :( Haizz... I need to take panadol again!! ~grummpy~


Sealed with painkiller

Naruepol Fairtex ~ The unwanted match....

~sobbbb~ uwekkK!!! Naruepol....~ he have left me us tonight.

Im so-so-so SAD & DESPAIRed!#%&@#....

(1 min of silence...)

OMG~I can't watch mine hero lost without fighting! Naruepol, pls tell me why you give up?!..

Haizz~ Damn! I just hate to watch tonight match between Naruepol & Yod Fairtex.(eventhough, I have already watch 50++ times @ You tube) It just make me wanna cry and felt sorry for Naruepol. And the most touching moment when he said, "Money - you work you earn. But you can't buy a friend with money. ~where you learn diz?? Com' let mama teach you new quote,"Friends-will be there for you no matter what, provided if you are loaded! Friends-will be there for you to party. And friends- will disappear in the thin air if you in need money!" Pls keep this in mind okay....

They are best buddy, fighting buddy, training buddy, eat & shit together, sleep together (...~hehe~diz part not sure, maybe same roOm but different bed... heehee~...) but Im sure both of them is "straight" rite?? :)) khekhekhek~~

My dear, why you have to be a HERO???!! You should be a killer, and fight fiercely with Yoddy. You should have won that match with your super skill kick & clinching. You have alot of advantages over him. You are taller, technical fighter, flexible legs-kicking, powerful clinching, plus point + you're charming, good looking, cool, gorgeous, sexy smokey..... I rated you 11 out of 10 star! ~see I even give you extra point okay~

Haiz... how I wish you would put a fight with him. ~saddd~ But I will always give your mine support pillow. No matter what, You are still the best fighter in that Contender ASIA! NARUEPOL FAIRTEX, rOCKSs!!.... ~You look sexy in that trunk ;-) Anyway, congrats on your winning in Slam IV NED VS THAI match between you and Fadi Merza...~Damn! your clinching is so super power! Pity fadi, not only he broke his nose, now he got a broken rib too... heehee~ thks to you!

Sealed with teary droplet and flying kisses....

Birthday Boy.....Prince Danish Asraf!

Time flies really fast...

Our lil devil, Danish Asraf, celebrates his 3rd bday with us last saturday. It's just a small party for us to gether around. Too bad, abgcit n kak bedah wasn't around. Coz they went to malacca short trip. My sis in-law. kak lin, brought some rojak mama, mee goreng and bangawan solo baby bunny cakes. Hmm, I don't really like the rojak mama, everything taste so SALTY! ~Wonder what went into the mixture, gross!!~

I love the baby blue cakes. Not only it looks nice but it taste delicious too! ~Look! Simply unresistable~

Look at lil alya posing... You go girl! Singapore next top model....~ ~Look how sweetz they are... aww...~ Happy 3rd Birthday to Prince Charming, Danish Asraf!

It seems like alya thot it's her birday cakes... heehee~Don't worry alya, your birday is coming soon okay....

Anyway, our lil danish is a jammin' dude. He loves music and of coz he does "compose" some great noise, opps! I mean music, heehee~I really enjoyed watching him jammin' ~though mine ear drum almost went deaf!~heehee....Since he has a drum set at home. We decided to get him another set of musical instrument. We decided to shared $ to get Danish a keyboard set with the stand. The keyboard itself is about a meter length and it come with a microphone. And the most important things is it uses main power instead of battery.... Yayy! that's save alot of money and time ok.

It was so hard to find a keyboard set that uses main supply. ~

Lucky for him, I managed to find that keyboard at Isetan's sales. It was a very good bargain but bad news is..... IT WAS SO HEAVY!!!... gosh! I think it was about 4kg with the metal rod stand. Taking it back home was a NIGHTMARE!... I will never get a big heavy bulky bday gift again to any of mine niece or nephew. Never again, I swear! Don't wish to recall how painful it was... Argh!

I love this pix!! Aunty yah, Lil' Ayra, & Lil sis Alya.... WE ARE THE TRIPLE "A" Co.! hmm, we have the same eyes features, especially the shape of our eyebrown... Look at ayra (middle) and that'z her hobby... ~Sucking her whole tiny hand~ hahaha~ Maybe she just hungery ya. She's so adorable and such a darling. Alya is a replica of strawberry shortcakes. She's very pretty and clever princess. Look at them now, they have grown so fast... I can't wait to have mine own kids. ~Aww...~ Hubby, let's get marry now! heehee....

Sealed with alots of Sweety Munchy

Sparkles Wedding Wishlist.....

....maybe I should call it Wedding Shopping Spree?....~That's more like it rite :) ~

Well, I think by november I should start preparing my wedding stuff.... You know, like booking the bridal.... catering.... order the doorgift.... go for married course.... n buying hubby wedding gift.... Hmm, I'm still thinking what should be in my bridal list. Isabella? Chinta wedding? Sultanah? or .... RH? My sis previously took the Isabella, their service is very good, the makeup was flawless...The things is Isabella will only accept bride that waistline 28". I know it's ridiculous!! but hey, is a good thing rite? they want you to look beautiful princess. I've lose weight from sz XL to M now and my waistline is at 28", it's so hard to maintain though. I'll do my best with a lil' help from my hubby :) Rite hubby? ~There goes my chocolate meal....Argh!~

OMG! I just can't wait till then....

For catering, I will try to book my bro frenz, PU3 catering ~Special price for me~... Ya hopefully they still have some empty slot for next year coz what I heard from my bro they actually FULLY BOOK.... Seriously, now more couples start to book as soon as they got engaged. I don't see why they shld do that if they still have a year to go. hmmm..... ~Should I book the catering now?~ heehee....

Anyway hubby and I thought of a combine wedding. This is just a plan that we have in mind. But not confirm anything yet till this coming december both family meeting up. Or maybe this hari raya, we can start to talk about it. Well, the sooner the better right?... Hopefully, everything will goes well. Insya'allah, amin. Hubby come back soon ok baby can't wait to talk about our romantic wedding day...*blushing* :)

Hubby, what would you like to have for the wedding gift...? I've thought of one item that I think you would love to wear it. heehee~ I'm not going to tell anyone just yet.... But for sure small2 gift like al quran, sejadah, perfume, wallet, wedding band is a must. And baby wanted to add cupcakes for your side :) I got a frenz who doing it. And she is definitely cheaper than anyone else. heehee~ Where can you find a cupcakes for 48 pcs at $150 with ganache filling and heart shape sprinkles ?.... Well, if you can find anyone cheaper please let me know ok! haha~ yup, I've tasted her cupcakes and is just nice for mine taste. I've order from her 48pcs, for my littel devil niece alya lashira's 3rd bday in august. So do check out my blogs for the pix in August. Her intial theme was Barney the ugly fat dino, but it was so difficult to get purple cups, plate plus forks and spoon. Her mum decided to change her theme for the 3rd time. ~ Before that was care bear, Gee!!~Haiz~ Finally she stick to Alya look alike character, Missy strawberry shortcakes. Thank god, I can tolerate pink color. So the cupcakes will be in pink and purple, with strawberry flag, heart sprinkles and ganache filling.

Yummy...Yummy...yummy!!.... Can't wait to have a bite!!!

~Look at those yummy cuppy cakes.... anyway, the missing cuppy is the choosen one :) strawberry flags is ALYA CHOICE!

Anyway, now I'm still saving for bridal cash. Ya, now I know how painful is it when you have to hold tight to your purse and just look away from the item that you wanted to buy. DAMN HARD OK~ I can feel that I wanted to cry and run away from those evil things. Gosh! To save up to 12k is ridiculous!!! Every month I put a side at least 500 -600.... Luckily, it was a fixed saving or else I will be uncontrolable freak! I will keep on spend and spending~ by end of this year, I should have at least 6k not including bonus of coz :) hopefully my boss will give me 2mth bonus. ~Richie Rich!!~ By then, I can pay for the bridal and keep the rest for the wedding item. And start save up for honeymoon, invitation cards, place booking, doorgift, hubby's gift.... ~long list ahead...~ Anyway, my sis will sponsor my wedding catering & doorgift.. How nice right?.... Thanks you so much sis :) You're the best sister ever!

~Wondering how beautiful our wedding will be...~

Haiz I just can't wait to get married. Wondering how beautiful our dais, our dresses, our bedroom, our kids.... ~heehee, notti tot~ hubby, can we forward our wedding date? How about tmr...? hehehe....~ just kidding :)~

Since hubby back to brunei, I didn't get a chance to talk to him. ~as usual, connection down!~ Miss you baby. Please promise me you'll take care of urself ok, my love xmuakx... Love you day and night :)

Sealed with Sparkles of Love

Glimpse of True Love

Gosh! I didn't notice now is already June 2008....?!
That's really fast ya.... Maybe the next day you wake up, you'll be getting married!!...
Wow... I've not started any survey yet. Arghh....Maybe it's still early to plan a wedding now, right? I mean it's not even a year that I got engaged with hubby. Why should I be panic? hmm... I want hubby to be around with me, then I will have the fun looking around for the wedding stuff...

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HUBBY!!! ~COME BACK SOON!!!
baby can't wait for wedding spree~
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Anyway, Im still in blissful spirit since the day hubby back from brunei. And now he's gone back there again... ~Boring~ But anyway, hubby have brought the Main Gift for me :) We went to Vivo city and I was looking at one of those blink*blink*shop. And I told hubby I want to choose it myself, and he said OK :)

Well, the 1st time I glared at a beautiful sparkling D, I fall in LOVE with it! So I make a signal to him that I love classic, simple, elegant and everlasting design. Hubby knows which one I refering. So next time he knows which one to get for me. Of coz I don't pick that design which will cost him a BOMB! ~tak kan nk menyusahkan bakal suami pulak~ Wedding is not about luxury spending, but it's all about TRUE LOVE... Buy what you can afford, not another way round. And the gift represent not just LOVE but it must also be truly sincerely from your heart. *Aww...*

So we went on looking at the D shop. Just looking only coz it's too early to get. Then we had our lunch at LJS, just before we catch our movie that will be at 3.45pm. Then something caught up, pls read below annex **. Okay lets continue.. We watch Sex And The City, it was AWESOME!!! It makes you laugh, cry, sad, happy it's really extremely AWESOME MOVIE!! I enjoyed every part of it and hubby surprisingly enjoyed it too...

He thought it will be a girlish movie, you see... Hahaha, Good thing he enjoyed it! After movie, hubby wanted to shop for new top. As usual, hubby can't decide which is better on him... So we went shop to shop, and finally he got the one he likes. I don't understand why guys can't decide like we ladies does when come to buying stuff. I think the ladies do better job than guys. Damn! 100% CORRECT!! heehee~ Sorry hubby, but it's true you took 3 hrs to decide on that top.... heehee~ That's what I love you, love you.....

It was pouring outside, and the place getting colder. Both of us can't stand the temp, we went to coffee beans for a short pitstop..... Hot chocolate, 1 cheesecake, and flourless choco cake pls...

Just look at my face.... I'm FULL.....!!! One more bite, I'm going to PUKE!!!

That's was a heavy dinner.... OMG!!! Just half of that cake, I felt so FULL to the PIT!!! Gosh, luckily I didn't puke this time. ~the day before, we went for nasi ayam penyet. I was so full and hubby couldn't stop making me laugh. I told him to stop and warned him that I can feel that I'm going to puke. He didn't listen, and of coz I puke. Luckily, I didn't puke on him. heehee~

Then we walking towards the vivo view top, it was so beautiful at nite. I love the view so much and can't resist taking pix with hubby....After so much of posing, we just want to chill out and relaxed.

It was so romantic when hubby starts to sing a song to me. For the first time he sang so romantic, practice nampak~ heehee~ he hugged me and sing it to my ear... I close my eyes, and lay back on his shoulder.. I felt so amazing and love that feeling ~I can't describe~ Deep inside my heart, I said...

World, hear me scream...I'm in LOVE with this man!!! :))

Suddenly, hubby asked me, "Sayang, Do you love me?".... I replied,"Ya, I do"..... suddenly hubby sound kind of shy... and he asked,"Hmm...Hmmm.... Sayang, Will you marry me?"..... and I was stunned. Hubby got me a beautiful flawless D. I was so happy and gladly say,"YES". OMG! it's huge D, It's what I wanted... Solitaire.... It's so classic elegent sparkling D. I'm so happy and can't stop smiling and singing,

"Fly me to the moon...

And let me play among the stars...Let me see what spring is like...

On Jupiter and Mars....In other words hold my hand...

In other words darling kiss me.....
Fill my life with song... And let me sing forevermore....

You are all I hope for....All I worship and adore....

In other words please be true.....In other words I love you........... "
Just like the ads..... Awww~~

It's every girls dream to be proposed with a huge beautiful sexy D. Damn! I'm so lucky to have him :) Baby, I love you.... That nite was a memorable for us.... *~Sweet*~
Btw that D come with really big A4 sz cert with folder.... ~Mine certificate collection now included IGI.... It stated 3 triple Excellent from color to cutting....Prefect!!

And another surprise from hubby, he got me a long gold necklace for the mas khawin. He brought it at Brunei. I was so blessed with everything that he gave. Thank you sayang. Everything was so speechless for me to describe.... One word I can think of and say, I LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, love you, love you, love you,Only you, I loved.......

Alhamdulilah, amin. Thanks once again for the gift sayang.~It must cost you alot... heehee~~
But promise me not to buy any more, it's enough for me dear... I love it and I will cherish it forever... That's mine promise to you :)
xMUAKSx Insya'Allah, semoga kite ade jodoh. Dan bahgia berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat, amin.

~Lastly,sayang this song is especially dedicate for you~

When u have to look away

When u don't have much to say

~Yes, sometime hubby just went silence and drowsy~

That's when I love u I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak

~Yes, he does when he got excited~
Or see u walk with two left feet
~hmm not sure when....marching?~
That's when I love youI love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game
~Yes, he does... Muka Stress~

Forget I'm waiting in the rain
~Yes but not in the rain, in the house lah~
Baby I love u I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life

~Yes, sealed and sign on for life time :) ~
Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

~Yes, nothing can change me~

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

~Yes, I love everything about you..~

That's when I love u When I love u No matter what

~Including when u pretend to be listening~

So when u turn to hide your eyes

~Yes, he does every time he watch Indonesia love movie..~

Cause the movie it made u cry

~... he cried, I don't.... Coz I don't understand Indon, heehee~
That's when I love u I love u

A little more each time

And when u cant quite match you clothes

~Yes, sometime he got bad taste, hahah~

Or when u laugh at your own jokes

~Yes, maybe I was busy shopping...heehee~

that's when I love u I love u

More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date

~Yes, but this part I hate most... Arghhh!!GerAM~

Or that look that u give when u show up late

~YES, he got that "Opps" look EVRYTIME!~

Baby I love u ,I love u anyway........

~Yes, I love you anyway,.... I still love you more :))

No zooming mine D ring ok, come to our wedding and see it urself :)

Baby, you add more colors in my life.... You amazed me by your magically love touch... I'm your Left, and you're my Mr. Right. You held mine hand tight, ensure me everything is alright. Sayang, I just can't wait to be yours forever.. I love you, sayang...
Sealed wit Kisses & alots of Love
Hidayat & Kamariah

ANNEX **

Gosh!! you know what? I saw Aniz who seems to be running away from US! I can't believe it when at first I thought he just missed us at LJS. But it seems that it's true that he was avoiding us instead congrat each other. He got engaged last year, and I didn't have time to attend his engagement. Coz hubby and I were having something on and we couldn't make it on time. But surprisingly, I thought he wasn't the type who have that holding a grudge, but sadly people changed. It was extremely obvious, I'm not making up stories. Hubby was there and he saw what he did. I felt sad for him, I thought of congrat him and his fiancee. Never in my mind, he would do that to us. Haiz,thanks for turning away from us.... ~no hard feeling, though~
Hubby told me not to be sad, friends come and friends go and that's life... Only your family will always be there for you...

Every second count......

Hubby is back ...F.I.N.A.L.L.Y....!!

:) I'm sooOOO OVER THE MOON!!....And I shall not forget diz day(the day that i got PUNK by HIM!!!) .and that will be the first and last trick, okay!!
DAMN!...(U beta watch out, argh...)


Hubby message me at 635AM and told me that his flight will be arriving at 2300hrs later in the evening. He told me that his plane is not a CIVILIAN PLANE, only for army personnel. So I thot that since it too late, I won't pick him up at airport. Well, I trust his words and I send SMS to his mum and told her about his arriving time... Then I went to shower and dressing up for work as usual... I received sms from his mum that she will fetch him later if needed. On the way to work, I keep messaging hubby saying that how much I miss him, plan what to do if he is back, etc... All the sweetest love words keep on flowing through the SMS....

I can't wait to hug & kiss his cheeky... Baby I just can't wait to be with you... Through out the journey to work, I'm was so excited and keep on counting down every minutes. Can you imagine, I even use calculator in my hp coz when I got excited I lost count the timing! hahaha~ I just can't wait to knock off ....

While I was busy reading hubby's message again and again on the escalator up to the exit. When I stepped down the stair, it's been a habit that I will turn RIGHT and look up the sky to check on the weather... I was born to be a weather-predictor, heehee~

But something caught my eyes.... I just couldn't believed it!!!!! I saw a white figure.... I was in shocked!!.... White figure standing there with evil smile...... Gosh!! Am i sleeping? Is this a dream? Nitemare??..... Is this for real?..

DAMN!!!!!! I'VE BEEN PUNK!!!............ FOR THE FIRST TIME FOR THE RECORD!!!!!!

It's HUBBY... MY LOVE IS BACK!!!!!! ....WHOOHOOOO~ Never in OUR 5 plus years relationship..... he NEVER EVER gets a chance to surprise me bcoz I can read his mind, heehee~

BOO!!!~

I just couldn't believed it, I just ran towards him and hug him and suddenly I stopped and look at him and asked, "Am I just dreaming??" "Is this REAL???.... " . Hubby kiss my forehead and look at my eyes and said, "SURPRISE!!...No sayang, you're not dreaming, this is real...Im back.....I miss you so much" AWWwww................

My teary eyes just couldn't help it when he gave me a stalk of roses. I was so touched by his efforts, I just LOVE that moment.....Tell me about it~Awww :) We were hugging each other and keep saying how much we misses every moment that we used to be....

It's was our real feeling and thought that makes us keep on saying eventhough it have been repeated for 3,4,5 hmmm maybe 6,7 times...

I don't mind repeating, REALLY!!!.... here we go again... I LOVE YOU SAYANG... I MISS YOU SO MUCH.... MISS YOUR TOUCH.... MISS YOUR SWEET VOICE...YOUR EYES.... YOUR LIPS... YOUR HAND....

EVERYTHING I MISS, IT'S JUST ALL ABOUT YOU.... I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER :))
and the list goes on and on.... *wink*

Well, this temporary seperation is really put our love into test. Trust me, it's not easy for us. Distance away... Connection down.... Almost 2 month we never talked on the phone or chatting on the net...Love is painful, but you have to be strong to face this test. But once you passed the test, IT'S ALL HEAVEN!!!...............

Anyway, hubby's only got 1 week home leave and he have to returned to Brunei again for the last time while waiting for his replacement. Honestly, I think that "side" who is the mastermind who refuses hubby to go back. Bcoz hubby did his job very well, and that's why instead of letting him go they make him take home leave instead. Usually, dey every posted personnel will get 1 or 2 home leave, depending on their job performance. But dis home leave is hubby 3RD TIME trip! He supposed to be posted only 1 year, but now it keep on dragging.... haiz.... But hey, good pay though $$.... heehee....

So, ya we spend the whole week together lovey dovey couple. I took 4 days leave just to spend the day with my charming hubby. Every single minutes count, We went to Orchard for the Nasi Ayam SMASHED, WhoOhoo~ Sungguh HOT rate it ****** Then, we spend a day at his family's side, and of coz my family's side too. As usual, Abah got his foot massage from hubby. ~Score point nampak, hahaha..... ~
Ayam penyet at lucky plaza was really a KILLER!!...

Rated ***** +* sungguh PEDAS!! standby air nampak...heehee....

Especially for my mum in-law....

Actually I wasn't planning to celebrate mother's day this year since my mum has passed away last august. But I just can't help it when I saw mother's day gift,cakes... I just wanted to buy as a gift. So I went to shop around for mother's day gift, It's for mine future mum in-law. ~Trust me, that idea just popped out from nowhere~It happened when I walked passby SK shop. They were having Mother's day promotion. I saw a really pretty silver gold, heart shape pendent with a small diamond. It really caught mine attention and I love it. I love the heart shape and if you notice it have a number 8 in the middle with the diamond in it. ~My boss always told me #8 will bring you alot of happiness and wealth~Oh no, I'm so chinese now!! heehee~ When the sales girl took it out for me to have closer look. I know it, Im gonna get it for her. And the price is really reasonable... after 50% is about $199. When I got the gift for her and I sms indra (Hubby's younger brader) and make a plan with him. I told him that I wanted to surprise her so pls update me if she have anything on... So plan is ON!... :)

~Pretty rite? Mine future mum in-law loves silver gold type... So I think she will loves it.


So the next day, I thought of getting a cakes before heading to hubby's home. I planned my time, I wanted to leave home at 12 and reach there by 1 plus. I don't want to come to early~maklumlah, sunday is everyone off day~ I was busy cleaning my house and just finish ironing my cloth, and indra message me at 940am ,SOS!Ibu gonna leave at 12 for silat performance. I was so panic, I quickly shower and dress up. And dash out by 1030am, and took a bus heading to bishan coz I NEED THE CAKES!!!....

I was so lucky, this was the last cakes from polar. Look how yummy cakes...I quickly pay and grab the cake and run towards the mrt station. On the way to yishun, it was so crowded and one dummy go and dash in when the mrt door was about to close. And he got his feet stuck at the door gap and DAMN HIM! becoz of him all passenger have to alight for "TECHNICAL PROB". I don't want to know what had happend coz I know I gonna be late for the surprise party.... I was really cursing that monkey who got me late. Damn! Looking at the time, 1115am, and indra really making me more panic and nervous. He keep asking me am I reaching soon... where kak mai now?....~I can feel that my heart just jump out~ It took about 5min and the train is back on service. By then, it was really crowded and I was praying and hoping the cake wouldn't get smashed. People keep banging on the box and I just can't do anything except for give that look to those idiot. ~What the F***!~ I was really pissed off with singaporean.... Impatient, Horrible, Terrible people.... ~Count me out from the crowd~

Luckily, it was a 2 min journey from yishun to admiralty. I quickly run out the station and hoping the bus was waiting for me.~haha dream on~ I was really sweating and breathless when I was walking towards the block. In the lift, I was trying to dry up myself and hoping the cake is in good condition ~after alot of banging, running...Cross my finger!!... ~

Finally, when I reached the doorstep Indra was waited at the door... He signal to me that ibu having her shower in the room. I quickly went in and put all the things on the dinning table. When I was about to arrange the cakes and the gift, I can heard the door knot open. That's where my future mum in-law, got surprised!!!...She was so touched and really really surprised. I went to hug and wish her. And both of us gets emotion and cried. I told her that I got no mum to celebrate, I hope she don't mind as it is especially for her. She kiss on my cheek and said you're mine daughter.~Aww...~ It was so beautiful moment for us as it was quite sometime we never met since last I got engaged with hubby. I'm so glad that I managed to surprise her with special gift.

Look at us, we were so happy that we can't stop smiling.... Im so glad and really happy to spend the day with her. And she decided not to attend the performance. So we went to causeway, and I treat ibu,indra and lil irfan for late lunch at swensen. I just love every moment that passby. Looking at her, it just brighten mine day. It was special evening for me, and I will not forget that day :) I swear!...

~Allah swt, yg maha kuasa, lagi maha penyayang, lagi maha yg adil. Sungguhnya engkau telah mengantikan kebahagiaan ku, yg pernah engkau ambil kembali ialah ibunda ku tercinta. Aku bersyukur atas nama mu ya allah, aku reda dengan kekurangan ku dan aku bersyukur dengan nascaya engkau beri kan.Alhamdulilah, Amin~

Sealed with Alots of Love....

Love is everywhere....

Aww... Look at her now so beautiful lil princess... Her face features look like her mum, and abit of her dad. But fair enuff, Alya resemble more to aunty yah and her dad, Ayra resemble more to her mum and uncle acit. I'm so proud to have these niece of mine, both of them look beautiful and really adorable. Alya is very close to me, so she will get jealous when she saw me carry ayra. She will said,"Aunty yah, Alya want to play makeup come faster...." OR "Aunty yah, I want to feed fish carry me pls"... Hahah Cute kan?... Sometime I felt pity for her, she tot I sayang her adik more. Well, Im a FAIR AUNTY YAH, i will carry alya first then i will carry ayra.
Alya Lashirah's favourite pose....PEACE!! No cat fight ah...!

Ape tgk2 tu Ayra Shahira?... nak kena cium eh.... heeheeHmm....*Wondering how my baby will look like*....
Face type like me~ Sharp nose like me~ Eyes follow him (Give him chance lah, heehee)~
Smile follow us(Same smile right...)~ Tall like him (Argh@#^)~ Creative like me~ Fit like him~ Intelligent & Skillful like us, of coz~ Pretty like me, Handsome like him :))
Conclusion of diz theory equal > Surely my junior lagi PAWER PUNYER!! haha...

Anyway, hubby will be back either diz month or next month. *Cross my finger* Haiz, I just need him to be around me... He is all I have now....

Message for Hubby:
Baby really misses you so much... *sob* Come back soon okay... And future dad in-law, also misses you, he need someone to watch football with him and urut his kaki. ~heehee~

Love you hubby, promise me to takecare of yourself okay :)

Huggies & Alotz of Kisses
*Muakx*

Congratz Arif & Ros....

Hey der, I just came back from my customer wedding at Lagun Sari, Bukit Batok. I was quite impressed with the deco but the food was abit disappointed. I tot it supposed to be nice and excellent but it was totally opposite.

Anyway he invited me to his wedding, I went there with my family of coz. Nasib baik bawak my family member or else very kekok you know.... Hahah~

I reached there about past seven, the dinner started at 5pm. It was crowded with his family and frenz. *Maklumlah die nie banker in JP Morgan kan, alot of banker kaki lah* The bride n groom tgh tukar baju, luckily I saw Eddy his younger bro. He did make me feel abit comfortable coz i feel so kekok not knowing anyone in that hall. At least I know his bro, so leh jugak bebual. The best part of the event I would say teasing the couple. Before they can seat on the dias, the deejay asked dem to joget ZAPIN!!? tkleh angkat beb! khekhekhek!!! Kesian dorg kena bully abis-abisan....Hahah...Nak tknk dorg joget jugak smp arif terpijak ros dress. *aww*I really enjoyed the usik2 pengantin...



Anyway thanks for inviting me to your lovely wedding...

Before I heading back, I went to congratz the couple and took a pix with dem...

In the pix: The bride & groom, Arif, Ross, ME, & Eddy ~arif's brader

Selamat pengantin baru to the both of you... And semoga cepat2 dpt anak ok... :) *Tk sabar nyer nk kawin~heehee*

Recap moment....

Hey der, I'm back again!....

Been missing for a while ya... Don't really have the time to type in wat i did in the past. Okies, let me recap what I've been thru last year 2007....

The most unforgettable day will be on the 21th of August 2007... The day that I lost someone that I love and care alot, my mum. You're my world, my stars, my joy, my happiness.... Without you, everything turned darkness and I struggled thru' by myself. No more of your sweet voices calling my name, and your cute laughter fading away... Keeping all the pain to myself, and praying for your peace everyday. Mum, eventhough you're gone. Your smiles still stay deep in my heart. I will never ever forget you because you're in my prayer everyday. Thank you for your pain, giving birth to me. I will never get to repay your kindness, of what you have did in the past 22 yrs for me. Mum, I love you...



*sob...



Life have to go on...

Back in the school life....

4 years back, things were totally different... I was glam, loud cheeky lil girl... Hahaha~ High profile you know!... Alots of frenz, admirer, gossip, happening school life!! Diz is the fact okay, you can ask anyone in ITE MP.... I've been thru' 9 relationship before I turn 23 yrs old...

Mr#5 out of 9-Monkey Love....

Mr#6 & 7-anyhow fall in love... or for fun maybe....

Mr#8-Serious relationship. Crazy in love but didn't workout....What can I say more.... Latest Update: He's getting married dis year. All the best wishes to him & his future mrs...

Lastly....

Mr Lucky #9-Mit him 4 years back....
I can say he was really charming and shy type of guy. Mr cool guy, with the sexy silat move, I just cant get enuff looking at him... He is my dreamz guy...Tall, well-bulit, charming, sweet, handsome boylish look....

Everytime when he walk past me, i will just melted to the ground!!.... Guess what...
He has been eyeing on me for a year. HAHAHA!!!.... Too bad for him, I was with Mr#8 then....

But he told me, "I let the butterfly fly away...
If it's meant for me, it will come back...
Once it got caught in my hand, I will never let it go again..." AWw......

He admit that he got a crush on me but he knows I was with someone else. Well, his prayer have been answered... I was single once again, and he did caught my attention when he was doing his TKD training. I was so charmed by his kicking.... jumping.... hahaha.... Look at those muscle, Woohhoo!!....~I was dying inside to hold you~.....Smokey sexy...... Ouch!! Well he was abit shy to make the move so I decided to take the lead.

With a lil help from a frenz, I got to know his digit. The 1st msg that I text to him was, "Wassalamualaikum".....(Tk jawab dosa~) heehee~ smart right?....

In relationship, alot of test that we went thru'. It wasn't easy flow for us. Last year, it was the most challenging test that we went thru together. He have to serve NS, BUT not in Singapore instead he was UNLUCKY to be selected posting to Brunei.

At first I was abit dissapointed but you know I thot it just for a few month only. But it turn out to be for 1 year!! Goshhh!!!... Tell me about it ya... Im totally freak out with that news... So he went there.
After 3month, my life totally went dark when my late mum passed away. Sadly, the day before my late mum passed away he called at home. Chatting away with my mum, asking how she is, and that was the last time he spoke to her.

When I called him, I told him my mum just left us. He replied,"Don't play that joke lah. Don't you dare joke with me like that", "I just spoken to her yesterday, she was fine." When he heard I cried out loud, he hang up the phone.

He called my house hoping it was a joke from me. But it turn out other wise. He cried he just couldn't believe it. My heart shattered when he told me that in the last conversation he promised my mum that he will takecare of me. And 2 weeks before, she left she told me that he is the one that can takecare of me in future. She praised him so much and told me to treat him better. She loves him like her own son.*sob*

Due to flight delayed, he didn't get to pay his last respect for my late mum. But he was there for me to cried on. He was there for me when I can't stop crying thru out the day and night. Eventhough it was only 4 days return, it does mean alot to me.

After 100 days, he decided to fulfill the promise that he made. Now here we are still together, taking our relationship to the next level. On 25th Dec 2007, We are offically enagaged for 2 years...

Finally I found my Mr. Right.... Thank god I found you sayang....

KamariaHidayat :) ..........5Years and still counting.......